Far from perfect

3rd year bumms

2007-06-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry I haven't been able to post much. Well, nothing new really :)) Third year isn't really what I expected it to be. Dunno it's a positive or a negative thing though :

Have you ever felt so miserable and you just want to go on feeling miserable and sorry for yourself and hating the world and wallowing in sulkiness and there are also times when you feel miserable and you cry it all out then after you cry, you just smile and say "Ok na ko :)".....? It's weird.

I hate feeling depressed. I can't help it though. I know, pessimism won't solve anything. Well, optimism won't too anyway. I should know. I've tried.

back to school

2007-06-04T18:34:00.000+08:00

Well, Summer is officially over and a new school year has begun. I still hate the fact that we're a week early than the usual start of classes but it's not as if I have a say in the matter. So yea.

I couldn't sleep last night and lay awake for an hour thinking about all that would be happening today. When I got to school, almost everyone was out in the corridors or room hopping. I missed a lot of people! :) It was good to see them again :) The whole day was spent on reviewing of the school rules and stuff and tomorrow we'll be meeting our subject teachers. Okay. I'll really try this school year. As in really try and really do my best. 3rd year is "the year". If I ever want to fulfill my goal of becoming a foreign diplomat or a UN ambassador or a high-paid linguist well I need to work hard from now on. As they repeatedly kept saying today, 3rd year academic grades is one of the crucial bases of the different universities in accpeting an applicant. Not to mention, I gotta ace the CET, have a good record of co-corricular activities, have no record of rule breaking or other whatsoever misbehavior, have a good teacher's recommendation, and write a good essay on the application form. Grabe. I feel like I've grown two years older today. Ewan ko ba. Sometimes, I really don't understand myself :)) But hey. I swear. I'll really do my very best this school year :)

My first day being with III-Kalayaan was okay, I guess :)) I have a good feeling and I really do hope that we'll be a bonded, open, fun and be the best class :)

I'm currently in love with One Tree Hill quotes :)) Hahaha. I'm not really a particular fan of the show, but I do tend to watch it sometime or another :p HAHA.

Cheers :)

back

2007-06-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm back in the Philippines. Haha :)) Too lazy to write details about but all the pictures are here. So yea :p

We went to SHS this morning to see my sections and so, my section is KALAYAAN, I'm class no. 26, and my adviser is Ms. Ngo. Grabe. 4 sections na nga lang tlga kami! That's why two sections have 51 students and the other two have 50 : BTW, you can also view section assignments in Cat's blog. Wow. Seeing the lists kanina made me really miss SANDIGAN! :( I swear. I miss a lot of people, kahit yung mga di ko close nun pero...alam mo yun. Parang nasanay na ko na parati silang andyan :( *sigh* Ohhh weeeel :

This is a new and fresh start. I hope 3rd year will be blast :) Sana.

we're going away

2007-05-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

I'm so outta here.

Yes, I am. Yes, I am =)) We're going away. YIPEE!! :)) Hahaha. Tomorrow we'll be going to Singapore, Malaysia, Indonesia and Brunei :) Thank God. I'm sick of being stuck here in this house. This is the first time I'll be going out this summer. I haven't even been to Pampanga or something :)) Anyway, we'll be getting back wednseday morning. So, yea. Cheeryos! :)

post-birthday stuff

2007-05-21T16:49:00.000+08:00

So, yea. I'm now 15 years old. I feel old. HAHA :D The party went well last Saturday. Had a great time :) A big Thank You and a big Hug to all those who greeted me!! :) To tell you the truth, di ko masyadong na-feel ang birthday ko. I dunno. It's just...you've been waiting all year for that one day and when it finally comes, parang wala lang. It's like through all those days of waiting, when it finally comes, you don't really feel it cuz you're used to the waiting and boring days. Haha. Labo : Whatever.

Yesterday we went to Tita Emma's house in Antipolo again for Nico's 17th birthday. We ate, took pictures, read magazines, walked, and played table tennis at the clubhouse. We didn't swim though. Hehe ;P We were also supossed to go to the Our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage church there for friday but it was too late already and when we went there the last year for China, it was soooo stuffy and crowded whenever there's a mass. So, yea.

My colds and cough are getting worse. I hate it. You guys know any good remedies aside from drinking water, water and more water? I seriously need to get rid of this now. Help me.

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BIRTHDAY GREETINGS

2007-05-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

Starting tomorrow at exactly 1:40 PM, I have now lived a decade and a half in this world. Hope 15 is a better number than 14. Not that 14 sucks or whatever but,yea :p You do get what I mean, right? ;)

There's gonna be two parties tomorrow. Lunch time with dad's side since we also had to go my lola's grave which is just in T. Sora and another in the afternoon with mum's side. I don't really like parties but ever since I was a kid, we always had small parties/get-togethers whenever it was birthdays.

The week after tomorrow is "The Trip" Basically I'm looking forward to it since well, I love traveling and not to mention, I haven't been anywhere this summer. Not even to a beach or a resort in a nearby province or something :p But I hate the fact that after we get back, I'm gonna be so busy since school starts the week after already. Bummer. Summer's about to end :'(

I'm seriously gonna make the most of it :)

I'm back

2007-05-17T17:57:00.000+08:00

I'm back from a week long hiatus. We finally got our beloved pc back. The problem was low disk space or something like that so we deleted some programs which we rarely use. Anyway, I'll just narrate the important things which happened this week, shall I?

Last Saturday, we went swimming at the Ace Water Spa. It's our first time there so it was FUN! :) It's also my first time trying out the Sauna which technically I wasn't even allowed to since I have a heart ailment but ohh weel. Haha :p If you haven't gone there pa, you should. You'll have a great time especially if you're with your family and friends :) btw, we even saw Jason from PBB 1. HAHA :)) Not that I'm a fan (I hate PBB), wala lang :p

BELATED HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all mothers out there. We went to Lola's house and just spent time there :)

Last Tuesday, my mum didn't go to work. We were supossed to go to Megamall to do whatevs but ate had a fever so it was just mum and I who went there. We didn't really do much. We just shopped for some usual stuff then ate at Sbarro then went Ice Skating. It's actually my first time to try Ice Skating. Grabe. What an experience. I seriously didn't expect that it was gonna be that hard. We had a trainer with us so I've at least learned to take a few simple steps and glide for a bit :)) Mum practically didn't leave the bars along the rink. She was just there the whole time for an hour! At least I crossed the rink thrice or even more, sometimes without help from the trainer. At least, you know, I can balance inside the rink without the bars. I fell once btw and it hurt :)) Anyway, I still wanna learn how to skate. Just skate not necessarily do jumps or whatever :p

Elections last Monday. I'll only say this. If this keeps up, I'm pretty sure our country will never progress and I swear I'm gonna be forced to leave this country for good. Being the # 1 most corrupt country in Asia is already extremely humiliating and still some people keep doing stuff (lanta-lantarang pandaraya, pagnanakaw.....get it?) to make our country seem even more embarassing. Anyway, that's all I'm saying. I swear my mom and even our househelp is feeling so angry and frustrated by the way things are going right now with politics that they don't even want to watch the news anymore since they're just gonna get even angrier. But still, I haven't lost hope. Faith can do wonders, as they say.

Right now, I have a particulary nasty bout of colds and cough. I don't know how I got them. Probably from my sister. Irk. Oh yea. I'm turning 15 in less than 48 hours :) Wish me a better and happier life, will ya? ;) Cheers.

pc boggs down

2007-05-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

Ok. It's been almost a week again since I last posted. Our stupid computer bogged down again so I'm now typing this inside an internet shop. This week's a total bore. My eyes are sore from watching too much TV :

Last saturday we watched Spidey 3 at The Block. So many people were there. We had to wait almost 30 minutes just to get tickets even though both my parents were MTRCB card holders so basically we don't pay anything :p but we still had to line up. Grabe. Almost all SM cinemas there were showing Spiderman 3 but yet there were still a lot of people who were watching in the stairs or something. Anyway, all in all, the movie was great. It was a lot more than I expected because well, I'm not really a fan of Spidey, I just wanted to watch it since it was really popular and all :)) We also got my glasses already so now I'm wearing glasses :

Yesterday we enrolled in SHS, paid for the tuition, and got my books and other supplies. Asenso na tlga ang Holy ah!! :)) Aside from the new website, there are now <u>surveillance cameras. HAHAHA :)) Can you believe it? I guess they know that so many people are bringing prohibited cellphones or something. Haha. Wala lang :p

Elections are on the 14th, I'm turning 15 on the 19th, Our trip's on the 25th, Section Assignments are on June 2 and Classes start on June 4 :D Ang bilis ng panahon. Even though this summer's quite a bore compared to last year (which was the best!! :P) I still don't want it to end since I still want to do so many things. Anyway, gotta bounce. My time's almost up :)) Haha. Annyong :)

whatevs

2007-05-03T19:11:00.000+08:00

A couple of exciting things happened this week :) First of all, our recital/graduation last saturday was a ~~blast.~~ HAHAHA :)) There weren't many people anyway. Only the parents, so I wasn't really nervous. I do miss JHICI 07 Batch 1 :( Even if it was only two weeks, we had really bonded. I hope we'll still keep in touch. Just like last year's Trumpets MTC :) Even if it's been a year already, I still chat with those peepz from time to time :)) Haha. Really really miss them all :( Summer's completely different without them. Haha. Ang cheesy :)) True though. Last year is still my best summer. Forever ;)

Bea and the rest of our relatives from my Dad's side are back from the States after a whole month!! :) ~~I'm still with green with envy for the fact that we couldn't join them for the trip but I'm quite over it :))~~HAHA. We watched the videos that Tito Bong so hardworkingly took. San Fransisco and Las Vegas is really beautiful :) At least, accrording to what I saw in the video :P My cousins also growed a lot (at least according to the pictures :p). Kuya Angelo's already gonna start college at UCLA and Alyssa's practically driving and will be legally driving come May 19. Tito Adel already has white hair (!!! or was it the snow?) but Tita Beany's still the same. Again, according to what I saw in the pics. I really wanna see them again since the last time I saw them was in 2004 or something but I don't know if they'll be coming home this Christmas though : Anyway, got lots of pasalubongs! :)) Hahaha. My already-progressing diet (It's true. I already lost 8 lbs :p) was completely ruined with all the Hersheys Nuggets, Snickers, Milky Ways, Twixes, and Three Musketeers I ate over the past two days :)) But Thank God!! I only gained 1 lb after eating all those :)) Nyahaha. Must be all those exercise, huh? :p Anyway, also got new shirts (yey!!) from Pac Sun and Navy Paisley Filpflops from Old Navy. I'm still saving money to buy new clothes though. ~~I desperately need them.~~ I swear :)) Plus new skirts (Currently, I only have one) and new accessories!!! Almost all my earrings are either lost or nasira so I really need to buy new ones plus belts! :P

Anyway, we went to SM North last Monday. TriNoma, the super big mall that's being put up right across SM is starting to look really great :)) Haha. Parang Glorietta na hindi. Getz? :-/ HAHAHA. Anyway, we spent almost an hour at the Optical store since my mom needed new glasses and guess what? I'M GOING TO START WEARING GLASSES. I swear. My mom had the doctor test us since nandun naman na daw and it was found out that my left eye's malabo. My right eye's okay but my left eye's not. Pero mga 50 lang naman daw yung grado or something eh so it's not really serious. I just have to wear glasses for 4-6 months. I picked a purple colored pair. Hahaha. Wala lang ;) I like Purple :) I swear I look like a librarian whenever I put on glasses, kulang nalang libro. Anyhow, we ate at Sbarro, bought some stuff and went home. Come to think of it, parang ang tagal ko nang di nakakapanood ng movie. The last movie I watched was......what? Bridge to Terabithia, I think. Tapos ngayon, sabay sabay yung mga magaganda. Spiderman 3, Pirates 3 and Shrek 3. <333 Hahaha. And btw, OOTP is already approaching :p I wanna watch that at IMAX since sabi nila the last 20 minutes of the movie is 3-D or something so cool, dba? :p

Asenso ang SHS!! :)) We now have our own school website. CLICK. Haha. Wala lang. Sharing :)) Anyway, that's it for now. Lots more to do. Annyong :)

HI SEOUL

2007-04-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hi Seoul Festival heats the streets of Seoul every spring in May. This year, the festival begins today with its opening ceremony, and draws to a close on May 6. The festival is longer this year, and its scale is larger than ever and covers more areas in Seoul for anyone and everyone to see, feel, and enjoy its lively energy. GO HERE :)

Tomorrow's the Big Day. Wish me luck :)

quite busy

2007-04-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

Quite busy this week due to the JHICI thing. Recital/Graduation will be on Saturday morning so yea. I still have to research for more details on my topic in the graph presentation speech and I really have to memorize and master the poem "Give me Liberty or Give me Death" by tomorrow. It's not actually that hard to memorize that poem since well, duh. Liberty and Freedom is basically my second goal in life next to achieving my dearest ambitions ;) So, yea. Haha :D After all this is over, I'll really concentrate on those stuff already. Hahaha :)) Ok. Whatevs. Haha. Toodlez for now ;)

news

2007-04-23T18:22:00.000+08:00

The Official Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix International Trailer is out :) Frankly, I'm getting giddy with excitement :)) for both the book and the movie ;)

Moving on,

Last April 19 2007, Incheon, South Korea beat New Delhi, India in hosting the 2014 Asian Games. Wohooo!! Let's Celebrate!! :)) Gosh. If PyeongChang won in the 2014 Olympics Games, what a year South Korea will be having. I'm so envious *makes an annoyed look* Hahaha. Ohhh weeel. I'm pretty sure I'll be going there for some time anyway ^_^ Nyahahaha.

*cheers* DAEHAN MINGUK! :) *claps*

Anyway, that's it for now. I still haven't memorized my speech for JHICI class tomorrow. Hahaha. Bad me :)) Annyong! ;)

back to one

2007-04-19T16:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was card-giving day. Needless to say, all my grades were fine except for Math, as usual. Haha. No surprises there :P Anyway, we also got the list of requirements and the schedule. Classes resume on June 4. They really are such merciless people. Ate's new university life will commence on June 13 pa while I go back there a week and half before? Aaacckkk. I hate this. You know, I thought a lot of things over during this first month of summer. I kept thinking to really really try to be positive and stay positive throughout the whole school year because if I still have the same attitude this coming school year, OH NO. I might not go back. I swear. I hope I get put in the right class. A class which I'll eventually learn to love,....bond with them, gain new friends, have the best teachers etc etc. So that at least I can, you know, get by or what. My mum giving me a choice. She has this sort-of wild idea that I can still transfer to another school like the international school next to her office. I really would absolutely love to go to an international school. I mean, I really plan to be a linguist slash ambassador slash diplomat someday...and what more experience can you ask for if not interacting with different people of different nationalities starting now, right? But...I don't know. I have been in SHS for 5 whole years already. Just transferring out of the blue like that?Especially when there's only two years left and I'm out. It just didn't seem logical. That's why I'm staying. That's also why I really need your prayers that I'll survive this year. With ~~good~~, no GREAT marks/grades and really you know, BE TRULY HAPPY, for once :)

Some important stuff that happened yesterday at our JHICI class was that we did this game thing which we also did last year at Trumpets. All the people will stand and walk around the room. Then one by one someone will say a number. For example, someone says ONE. Then another one TWO. Then another THREE. The only rule is that no two persons can say the same number at the same time. I remember last year's Trumpets MTC...we played the same game. We reached up to 27 since there were 27 of us class :) I really do miss last summer :'( The happiest summer of my life ;) Anyway, today, an interesting thing we did was that Sir Ivan and all of the class got out of the room and stayed in the chairs and just talked about random stuff while one by one a person goes back to the room. I was the last person to go. I was really very curious since when my classmates got back they were laughing and such. So when I got there, I was a bit nervous. The room was dark and quiet. Sir Bo handed me a piece of paper wherein there were a few sentences. We were supossed to read the sentences then shout and scream them at the very top of our lungs. It was actually quite fun excepet for the fact that I kept laughing because I thought how utterly foolish I must be looking/sounding since some of the sentences are "Darna!", "I love you!", "I've got the power!", "I am beautiful!"......so tell me. Wouldn't you feel foolish shouting these phrases at the top your lungs?! :)) Hahaha.

I'd love to stay and chat some more but I gotta go. I'll update more later. Cheers! :)

summer blahs

2007-04-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, we watched the House of Dance Recital at the Meralco Theater. It was....nice. Ang galing! :D Haha. Then we ate at Dampa again. There shrimp tempura there is absolutely phenomenal ;) Nyahaha.

Anyway, I take back what I said about not attending a workshop or class this summer. Apparently, my mom enrolled sis and I at the John Harper International Training Institute. It's just like Dale Carnegie. The English Proficiency, Public Speaking thing. It was actually quite fun ;) The only bad thing is, though it's located just outside our village, it's still not a pleasure to walk under the scorching sun. Grabe na ang init dito, pare! :))
It's like I need to take a bath every two hours or so. Anyway, the only good thing I can get from that walking is that I get exercise. I 'm on an attempted diet again. But I swear I'll really lose weight this time. I'm won't allow myself to start 3rd year looking like a balloon or whatever :P

Wednesday is card-giving day. Ohhhh noooo :( Here's to worrying and anxiety again. I swear I'll really change this junior year. Magaaral na tlga ako. Magseseryoso na. I also won't be able to attend Chorale Training since because of this john harper thing. I can't believe it's almost the middle of April! 1 and 1/2 months to go. Time flies so fast. My birthday is also fast coming!! I'm turning 15 already. Ha! :)) Oh yea. I'm so broke now. I only have, like, P50 or something. Aaaaahhh. I need cash. I swear. Won't you care to lend me some? ;))

...."Because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky :)"....

rants

2007-04-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

Okay. I am back updating this blog ;) Hahaha. Ate's gonna be having a sleepover at Ate Danica's house again so at least maso-solo ko tung computer :)) Summer is turning out to be quite a bore. Don't get me wrong. I'm lovin the bumming around and the not-so angsty days but...it's only been like, what? two weeks? and I'm already gettin sorta tired of the same routine over and over again. Oh yea. I forgot to say. Back last month, I was so eager for summer to start because I thought I'd have total utter FREEDOM but I was wrong. Gawd. I'm already almost 15 yet I'm either treated like some dumb kid or some mature late 20-ish woman in our house. My mom strongly believes in discipline and stuff and I do too but not to this extent! Ever since my sis and I were kids, we'd always have summer workshops to join and also a summer schedule. Can you believe it?! Yep. You read it right. We have a stupid whatsoever schedule during summer. Like this:

9:00 - 9:30 ->wake up, fix beddings
9:30-10:00 ->eat breakfast
10:00- 12:00 ->household chores
12:00 - 12:30 ->lunch

........and the list goes on. I hate it. I mean, c'mon! We're not kids anymore. Ate's already starting college in less than two months for pete's sake and I'm already a would-be high school junior. We don't need that. Nakakainis! I remember when I was a kid we'd always always always do household chores. I'd get sick of polishing the same furnitures on top of the piano or arranging the stack of dvds in the dvd rack and my hands/fingers would either swell from washing my clothes as in manually washing them not using the washing machine or whatevs or it would get burnt from ironing or cooking. I so hate this. I have often wondered and thought that this would probably be the very last wondrous and fun-filled summer I'm gonna have. I mean, this coming school year....."Hello chem, geom and trigo! It's not nice to meet you!" Un-welcome, stressfull days and sleepless nights of cramming. Then, if I somehow survive 3rd year, the summer's gonna be filled still full of studying for the college entrance exams and who knows kung may mapapasa ba ko o what. Then, eto na. 4th year. Senior year. I don't know if it's true but my sis said that it sucked even more than junior year. I dunno it that's true but 15 subjects?! Diyos ko naman. After that, College. Even more harder than high school. I don't know. I guess I'm letting my pessimism get over me again. *sigh* Anyway, basta. I really wanna go to a beach this April since in May we'll be going abroad. It's soooo HOOOOOOTTTT in here. Parang maglalakad lang ako ng isang minuto, pagpapawisan na agad ako. I'm so envious of my cousins and our other relatives who're in the states right now since Bea said that it's really really cold in California right now.

Anyway, there's gonna be Chorale Training pala so I dunno if I'll join but I guess I should though I'm not yet sure if I'll join Chorale again next year. Aha! My objective this summer: Learn Korean fluently. Well, okay. That's impossible w/out official studies and actually living in Korea at least for a few months or whatever but at least know a basic satisfying knowledge of it to be able to communicate well even if not fluently. HAHAHA :)) I really can't wait to reach my dreams. Somehow, I feel like yun lang talaga yung bagay that can give me real self-fullfillment. In fact, yun nga lang yung bagay that keeps me going here. With all the unfairness and frustration in this world, hayyyy. Which brings me to another topic.

I'm really getting so frustrated in the Philippines. The elections are coming near and I really really really hope and pray that the right leaders will be put in the right positions. I'm sorry to say this but I really am starting to lose hope in the Philippines. Just like in the "General Opposition" tv commerical, "Noon ganito. Ngayon, ganito pa rin tayo." Which means the low economy, poverty, graft and corruption in politics, and undisciplined citizens. No wonder so many people are migrating here and there. I've had a fair share of besties and friends that have left the country and migrated elsewhere. USA, Canada, Australia, New Zealand, England etc. *sigh* Gusto ko talagang bumangon na ang Pilipinas. Don't get me wrong. I've really proud of being a Filipino but, there are so many things that tries to put that pride down. That's why I am so fascinated in South Korea and even Japan and China and other Asian countries. My dad even told me that before, when he was growing up, like in the 50's or 60's, South Korea was very poor, still struggling with the aftermath of the Japanese occupation and the Korean war. Look where they are now!!!!!! Famously called the "Economic Miracle", South Korea has now the 11th largest economy in the world and the 3rd largest in Asia behind only Japan and China. They are also part of the Four Asian Tigers (with Singapore, Taiwan, and HongKong) which were known for maintaining high growth rates, rapid industrialization and fast-rising economic boom. No wonder they're called DYNAMIC KOREA. In fact, they also experienced a military coup just like our Marcos regime, they had their Park-Chung-hee. But unlike us, they experienced major economic rise despite the dictatorial rule eh tayo?! Anong nangyari?! WALA. In fact, many Koreans still continue to hold Park Chung Hee in high regard despite his brutal dictatorship since he did not engage in any corruption, led a simple life and also due to the high industrial and economic growth experienced by South Korea under his presidency. He's a legend. His legacy is now seen through-out the world. South Korea transformed itself from an exporter of mostly only textiles and shoes into a major global producer of automobiles, electronics, shipbuilding, high-technology products such as electronic phones, digital monitors etc. Hyundai, Samsung, LG. Sounds familiar? They are Korean companies which now became global corporations. In 2004, South Korea joined in the trillion dollar club or world economies. In fact, South Korea is now so rich they are able to have Olympic hosts aspirations. What about us?! Where did Marcos lead us?! To be the No. 1 most corrupt country in Asia. Forgive me pero NAKAKAHIYA!! I am so longing for the day that we'll be the next South Korea or China or Singapore. Tssssss. If that day ever comes. I'm sorry. I know I should't be like this. I'm just so so frustrated already and I'm losing hope. Everytime I go out of the house, I see poor street children selling sampaguitas on the street, some not even 5 years old or a homeless man or as what they call a "taong grasa" wandering the streets and sometimes sabi nga ng mom ko baka daw nagpapasagasa talaga para makakuha ng pera. I recall an experience when we went to China last year. We were having dinner at KFC in Shenzhen and suddenly this woman, dressed in a blouse and pants and wearing shoes and carrying a big bag went over to us and started speaking in Chinese with her palm open like begging for money and of course we couldn't tell what she was saying until a security guard appeared and talked in Chinese too which made the woman go away. We were like, yun yung mahirap dito?! She looked like a middle-class woman if back here in the Phils pero dun, mahirap na pala yung ganun. *sigh* Buti pa sila. I know this is mean and all, but sometimes, I wished na sana I was born another nationality. Korean, Chinese or Japanese. I'll forever be proud of being Asian no matter what ;) I know. I know. I sound like some ungrateful brat w/out any love for her country, but really. I remember watching the philippine poverty documentary in CL and ay nako! Sa totoo lang. If people would only discipline themselvs and the leaders would just sincerely care for the country and not just their own personal riches, I'm sure we will rise too from our 3rd world state. Then I won't keep having a colonial mentality which I know is really bad. IF PEOPLE WOULD JUST START TO CARE, IT'LL MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE.

Oh yea. Patalastas :)

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Anyhow, I'd love to rant some more :)) but I still have to cook. I'm serious. Our househelp is calling me now. Argh. Gotta go.... Ciao :)

SUMMER LOVIN!!

2007-04-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

HEEEEELLLLOOOO!!! I'm back again ;) Haha. It's been a while since I last updated since I've been too lazy. Nyahaha. It's officially SUMMER!! Actually, matagal na ngayon ko lang na-update eh :)) Anyway, nothing much has happened really. Basically, it's a boring summer for me especially since I don't have any summer workshop or class not unless I join the Chorale training. So, yea. New Layout btw. Haha. Sorry if I keep changing :D That's it for now muna. I'll update really really long when I come back, araso? Ciao :)

OUT WITH IT

2007-03-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

AYOKO NA TALAGA :((

Sukang-suka na ko. Sakal na Sakal na. Pagod na Pagod na ko. I want need a place wherein I could breathe and just get away from here. But sadly, that place can't be found in anyone these days. *sigh* Shoot me now.

-OTSO.

LONG TIME

2007-03-18T09:25:00.000+08:00

Oh my gawd. Finally. Haha :)) Sorry for not updating this past weeks since our monitor was dysfunctioning and we only just bought a new one yesterday. A LOT of things have happened over the past fortnight and 4 days. BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA ROCH! :) Okay. Ako na lang ang hindi 15 sa atin :)) Haha. Oh yea. Ana left for Melbourne, Australia last friday :(
I'll really miss you, Ana. Keep in touch!!! :) Only 12 more days of scholastic slavery and I'm free!! :D I so can't wait!! :) Ang dami dami kong guston gawin ngayong summer even if I might not be able to join trumpets again :( But ohhh weeel. MTC forever, ayt? ;) Hahaha. Anyway, have to go. Sobrang daming projects na kailangan gawin. I just sneaked off for a little while. HAHA. Annyonghi kyeseyo! :)

30 DAYS

2007-02-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

As you can see -> FREEDOM AWAITS IN 30 DAYS! :) Haha. Actually, 30 days is very near. Hahaha. Anyway, not much to say really. Whooo. Another week is coming to an end since tomorrow's thursday again. Lots of hell-ish quizzes today. My Biology long test grade sucked and I really do need to study very very hard if I wanna raise it up and my Statistics grade wasn't even a perfect 100 today. Stat na yun ah! Crap. I hate my stupid calculator. At least I got fairly high score in AP since I didn't really study much. HAHAHA :)) You see?!?! I don't study much but I still get at least fairly high scores in AP but I study all night and day for Math and Bio and I still fail most of the time. Aaaaahh. I hate life's unfairness. It sucks bigtime.
Anyway, I still haven't recited my speech for jam session since our lessons keep getting re-scheduled. Hahaha. Anyhow, yun lang. HAHAHA. Till next time. Geombae! :)

another week has come and passed

2007-02-26T19:14:00.000+08:00

Here's to another week of pure torture and hell. *sigh* There are so many things to do I don't know where to start. I'm not even supossed to be blogging right now. HAHA ;) You see, I still haven't made and memorized a speech for tomorrow's jam session. Nyahaha =)) How unprepared I am. Thank God it's gonna be the last time I'll be saying a speech in front of Sandigan. Hahaha. Anyway, grabe! I so cannot wait for Summer Vacation to start. I've already done a list of things to do. HAHAHA. I'm serious. Since I'm not sure I'll be able to take Trumpets again this summer, I'll definitely make sure I won't get bored and make full use of my two months of freedom since after that, it's over. HELL, HELL, HELL for the next couple of years. Haha. I still wanna take some sort-of workshop this summer or maybe not. I dunno. I wanna go somewhere foreign. Like, Singapore or Malaysia. They're having like this campaign for tourism this 2007 and it's perfect opportunity to go there! The fees are cheaper and I'm sure there'll be lots of festivals and activities and fun places to see. Hahaha. I dunno though. We just bought a new car and everything kasi so I really don't know. But anyways, whatever. I still have one month to go before I can actually think about summer and rest and relaxation so shoot. Now I really gotta go. Tata ;) FREEDOM AWAITS IN 32 DAYS :)

Ooohh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG J!! hahaha :D

BUSY

2007-02-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

A lot has been happening lately. Which isn't a bad thing I must say because that'll make me feel that time's flying really fast. Haha. Yesterday, we worked at Joanne's house again for the investi but I couldn't sleep over since my mum didn't allow me. So I just went there again this afternoon. Matatapos na namin! YEY! :) Haha. Gawd. I am so tired. Almost everyday, I feel so sleepy. Even the "splash-water-in-your-eyes" thing don't work to wake me up. I so can't wait for summer. I'm sorry I keep repeating and repeating in my posts but I can't help it. Almost evr'one's starting to get hyped up about it. Oh yea. I have grave news. Our officers told us yesterday that the plan to make our batch only FOUR sections next school year is already official. At least according to them. I can't believe it. They said that there's gonna be like 10-20 students per section na matatanggal or whatevs. I'm not really sure whether to believe it or not. For one thing, if they do decide to do that, I'm sure a lot of parents will complain. I mean, hello?! Kick us out when we're already juniors? Sinong private school ang nag-accept ng 3rd year? 2nd, why didn't they minimize the number of students they accepted during 1st year? Eh di dapat parang may limited number of slots lang sila or something. I mean, why now?! It's too late. *sigh* Oh my gawd. Pano kung kasama ako dun sa mga matatanggal?! I mean, let's face it. Even though I have never had a record in moral character as in never in my whole entire life kahit yung mga minor stuff lang, my conduct isn't an A. And even my grades are not exactly the best of the best. Aaaaahh. Ohhh noooo. What if I had to transfer schools next year?! Well, come to think of it, that probably wouldn't be so bad. HAHAHA :)) Pero, still. Starting all over again?! No way, man. Ayoko na. College nalang. Ahhh. I'm really gonna hate our school if they push through with that stupid plan of theirs. I mean it.

Tomorrow's the NCC at Ultra. Too bad we can't watch since that's the exact time of the Ateneo Orientation and as usual, I have to go along too. So goodluck nalang sa Pep Squad! :) That's it. Gotta flee. Countdown: 34 days to go!! :) Can't wait.

the day

2007-02-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

Today was the soph's THE day. Irenne and I won 1st place within our class in the Sandwhich art. HAHAHA :)) It was totally hilarious! I know it's bad pero pinaglaruan nga lang namin yung gawa namin eh. Kung ano ano lang. We really didn't care very much :P HAHAHA. The fashion show was nice ;) Though it was kinda boring since ang haba haba. But it was nice. Go, Mimi! Best Model ah! Haha :D I think Sandigan also won the Garnishing...? or something. Anyways, Gabay and Biyaya tied for 1st place in the Fashion Show and Gabay won in the Iron Chef compet :)

I'm seriously starting to get sick. My head hurts, I've got a bad case of colds and now I think I'm starting to develop a cough. Aaaacck. I was so sleepy pa kanina. During Ms. Salvador's Sandwhich art demonstration, I almost slept right then and there. Sobrang inaantok ako. Ayoko na talaga. I want school to end now :( I'm so freakin tired. Anyway, that's it. Nothing much to say really. Tomorrow's our investi in Joanne's house again and this time, we're gonna sleep over there. Sana matapos na ang lahat ng to! I can't wait. Annyong.

take me away from here

2007-02-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

Ash Wednesday today and surprisingly, the ash on my forehead still has not dissapeared. HAHA. Today was another usual boring school day. We had a quiz in Bio which I'm pretty sure I've finally passed naman na. Funny CL dramatization on how our parents usually fight and I'm the ate who's a college drop-out. HAHA. Anyway, basically, we only had vocalizations during Club time then bought at Jolibee again on the way home. I'm seriously getting fatter and fatter. I swear I'm gonna burn so many calories and lose so much weight this summer. Haha :)) And oh yea. I'm still not yet sure if I'll go to the Soph's night. I'm kinda interested but not really. Haha. Labo : Basta. THE day tomorrow. I'm part of the Sandwich faces. WAHAHA :)) I don't really care. I just want this school year to end. Oh God. I want SUMMMER now! :(( Ang dami daming kailangan gawin. Ayoko na. Ganito ba talaga ka-hirap mabuhay? Or maybe ganito lang talaga ka-sucky sa school na iyan. *sigh* Right now, I'm starting to catch a cold since Ate didn't go to school today since she's sick. Oh great. *sarcastically* Just what I need. To get sick. I just wish someone would take me away from here. Can't time fly much faster? I'm sick and fed up. Anyways, too tired to write more. More later.

confused, tired, fed up

2007-02-20T18:18:00.000+08:00

I almost fainted kanina. Gawd. You have no idea how hot our classroom is. Prang walang air na pumapasok. Almost every teacher has commented on how hot our room is. I wish I live in the northern part of the world. Like, say, Korea! HAHA :)) No, seriously. At least they experience 4 seasons there which is awesome. While here, only Summer and the Rainy Season. How completely boring : At least kapag malamig, you can wear a jacket or something. Eh kung mainit?! You can't take off your clothes, of course! Not to mention, our school uniform has LONG SLEEVES which sucks. Grabe! Now we can really feel the effects of Global Warming. Bagay sa Bio! :))

There are sooo many things to do. Grabeh! CL project, Eng rdg. report, THE portfolio, AP hw, Jam Session, Investi....I hate these times of year. Ayoko talaga ng ganito. I wish that 6 weeks would just come sooner so that I can get out of this hell-ish institution. Ohhhh weeeelll. Malapit na! Tomorrow's Ash Wednesday. It's the start of Lent again. Okay. Time to reflect and think and turn over a new leaf. Haha. GTG. Annyong! :)

happy bday ana

2007-02-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY,

ANA CRISTINA NATIVIDAD TANDOC! :)

-I'll miss you. Wag ka nang umiyak ah? :) Remember,

HAHA ;)

Korean Lunar New year!

2007-02-17T10:04:00.000+08:00

Say hay boke-mahn he pah du say oh! :) In english, Happy Lunar New Year! :) In cantonese, Kung Hei Fat Choi! :) In mandarin, Gong xi fa cai! :) Haha. Today is the start of Seol-nal or Lunar New Year in Korea and other Asian countries. Say-hay means "New Year;" boke means "blessings;" mahn-he means "many;" and pah-du-say-oh means "please receive." So, basically it means "Please recieve many New Year's blessings." :)

Yesterday the sophomore's EOP to Tanay, Rizal. I can honestly say it was more fun than last year :) Last year was kinda boring but I also had fun spending time with Sibol. This year, the places we went to were definitely more exciting and had more adventure :) Let's have a recap. I woke up at 4 am and did my usual morning routine then Dad dropped me off at Shell at 5 am. Akala ko nga late na ko eh! :P Most of Sandigan were already there. The morning air was sooooo cold not to mention, the bus' aircondition. I was practically freezing despite my jacket. And even after we arrived at Sacramento Adventure Camp, my teeth were still chattering. Buti nalang nang tumagal na, uminit init na. Sandigan won 3rd place in the Adventure Race thing. I was part of Group 6, the reading the compass thing. Ang hirap nun, grabeh! We totally didn't know how to read a stupid compass and we looked for almost an hour until Kim found what we were looking for in some rocks. But the stupid puzzle almost took an hour too to solve. Grabeh!! But, all in all, it was fun! :) Now the real adventure starts when we arrive in Daranak. We walked and walked and walked and walked for 3 whole hours under the sun, in the rocky and slippery road, with no food and water. Ang hanep nun! Especially since my heart problem makes me tired easily but, hey. I wasn't about to pass it out just because of that. And buti nalang din that I didn't cuz it was suuper fun! :) The Kalingarayan (?) cave was awesome!! It was so dark and the road was so rocky and narrow and it was just totally cool!!! Not to mention, Ms. O kept talking about weird and funny things that made us laugh the whole way! :) Now, the walk to the real Daranak Falls was the real excitement. The road was soo steep that just a small mistake, bangin agad. Not to mention, pababang pababa talaga siya. And that was also the time where the 7 lost tribes of Sandigan was formed. HAHAHA :)) No, seriously. Nung una kasi, Gabay was ahead of us then Sandigan. But the roads got all mixed up and stuff and in the end, Banaag was the first one in the way and well, I was so thirsty and tired then I didn't want to stop but Sandigan still stopped and bought drinks and whatevs in a local tindahan there so I, Beakman, Jam, Inna, Hannah, Jessica and Joycam, all 7 of us, got ahead of the rest and was just behind Biyaya then. So we got there first! :) Haha. Then we waded in the river. The water was so cold!! But I loved it. I was totally tired from the heat then so the splash of cold was refreshing. We waded for 10 minutes before Sandigan finally got there. Umahon na ko agad since I wanted to change and freshen up already. And here's the thing, the bathrooms there suck major. The doors had a huge hole in it so puwede kang masilipan, there was no lock, it was full of dirt and mud, ang sikip, there were so many spiders, and it smelled. But nevertheless, I changed into new clothes. When we got back in the bus, Beaky and I were all ready to eat and relax but we couldn't since we had to cover our classmates who were changing inside the bus. Anyway, I was so hungy and thirsty I drank my whole bottle of water and ate so much. Nawala na lahat ng calories na nawala ko while walking for 3 hours. HAHAHA :)) Anyway, we arrived back at school at around 7 pm and mum picked me up. Ooohh btw, we saw Bembol Roco the father of the Roco twins and Carlo Aquino. Hahaha. Ang gwapo ni Carlo but too bad he smokes. Major turn-off. Anyway, I'm gonna miss that place. I'm definitely gonna visit again :)

Anyhow, that's it. Mom, Dad and Ate are at school right now since it's my sister's retreat. Corny, noh? Retreat on a weeked? Our school sucks talaga. But, anyway. Yun lang. Over and out :)

educator's day

2007-02-15T16:49:00.000+08:00

Today was the Educator's Day plus the "Love on the Ramp" thing. Honestly, it was kinda boring. I mean, I absolutely LOVED the John Lesaca violin playing part. He was awesome! ;) But other than that, I like, yawned 8 times or something. I'm sorry ;)) It's just that you know runway modeling and stuff like that are just not my type. Which is funny considering what happened during our Gr. 6 turnover. HAHAHA :)) But, anyway... Miriam Quiambao was soo pretty!! :D Hahaha. And she's so thin!! I wish I could look like that one day ;) Hahaha.

I dunno if I'm exicted or what for tomorrow's EOP. I mean, okay. I'm a bit excited but, not really, get it? Hahaha. How time flies!! I remember freshmen field trip last year, December 9. (Haha. Naalala ko talaga!) We went to Clark, Pampanga. On the NLEX stopover, I even bought this huge Starbucks Caramel Frapp and regreted it later after enduring 1 whole hour before getting to a CR :)) Hahaha. And the "holy water accident" of Mrs. Abreu wherein just before we started to get going, Mrs. Abreu was talking about the holy water she was holding in her hand which didn't have a cap and saying how sacred it was and stuff like that and when she turned around, she tripped and the holy water spilled all over us. In our bags, heads, clothes.... HAHAHA :)) Awwwwww. How I miss SIBOL so much! :( but I'm not saying that SANDIGAN is not fun or anything. Because it totally is!! They never fail to make me laugh ;) Especially in times wherein my mom and I just had another huge fight and I'd get to school ranting on and on about how unfair she is and they'll just tell some uber corny jokes and we'd all start laughing again then I'll forget all about my problems at home. Awwwww. I'm really gonna miss Sandigan when the school year ends.

But, anyway. That's all for now. Annyong! :)

VALENTINES DAY

2007-02-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! :)

Tata ;)

Back and not grounded :P

2007-02-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

Heey. I'm alive! :)) It's a miracle! Hahahaha. Well, actually, my grades were fine. Really, they were. All except for MATH. Panira talaga. Ohhhh weeel ;) Lotsa exciting stuff happenin this week. There's the half-day educator's day on Thursday then Field Trip on Friday then THE day on Monday, I think. Tomorrow there's gonna be an exchange-of-clubs thing. I signed up for the Acoustics club cuz I didn't know where else to go and at least Jeany and Cone would be there too. Haha. I really cannot wait for this school year to end. 1 and 1/2 months to go. I have just realized that this Summer is gonna be the last one. I mean, it's gonna be the last summer that I'll get to have fun and relax and do nothing. Think about it. Next school year is the school year everyone dreads, 3rd year. (Hello, Chem, Geom and Trigo!) then the summer after junior year is the College EntraceTest Reviews so I won't get to have fun anyway since I'll be worrying too much about the CETs. Then, 4th year. Well, no need to explain. Then, COLLEGE. Not that university life's bad or something but hello! College=Stress and No More Sleeping at Night. I heard it right from the mouths of UA&P grads just last saturday during the freshmen orientation. So, seriously. I'm gonna make a list of FUN things to do this "last" summer. But, right now I gotta bail. Oh yea. Tomorrow's Valentine's Day. A day of Love, Hearts, Red, Roses, Chocolates, Cards, Baloons, Teddy Bears, Xs and Os, Rings, Hugs, Kisses, Cheesy Romantic songs, Holding Hands, I love you's and all that. Everyone's making such a fuss over it like my classmates who decorated the board in the Music Room kanina with Valentine I love you's and greetings and even our pet birds! I just saw them a while ago sharing food and being all cuddly with each other. To be honest, di ko feel. Haha. Wala lang. Anyway, till here na muna. Signing off ;)

DOOMS DAY tomorrow

2007-02-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

Well, this is it. Either I die of live tomorrow :)) HAHAHA. We'll be going there really early since it's the UA&P orientation and I dunno why but I have to go too. Ohh yea. We have a new car! :) HAHA. It's a Silver Avanza. I dunno if we're gonna keep the old one though. We saw the seniors' musical play kanina ;) All were very good except Pamayanan. I graded them excellent because they were :) Their props, costumes, and especially the main actor's acting. We almost cried. We really did. It's like they convinced us that they're not 4th yr SHSians but really Pyramus and Thisbe. HAHA :)) Anyway, yun lang. Wala na ko masabi :)) HAHA. Too anixous for tomorrow. Ohhh well. Come what may ;) Annyong hee ga sseyo! :)

ENGLISH WEEK!! :D

2007-02-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

Yey!! :) SANDIGAN won most of the categories in the English day! :) HAHAHA. Che won in the oratorical contest, Lois in the creative story-telling, our Movie Review, Inna in the fiction writing, Hannah Perdi in Spelling Bee, and our Mural painting :) Yehesss. HAHA. Congrats to all those who won too, of course. Mrs. Ben told me that I was 2nd in the Jam Session thingy HAHAHA :)) That experience was so nerve-wracking, I swear I will never join contests like that agian. EVER. Congrats, Elva!! :) Anyway, at least di naman ako nag-kalat :P Which was my only goal anyway ;)

Now I only have to worry about the report cards on saturday. I really swear if I don't post again, that means I'm grounded :P HAHA. I wish it were next week already. Half day on thurs on educator's day and Field Trip on Friday plus THE week the next. Lotsa activities :) TWO MONTHS will go by fast. I tell you ;)

too many too little time

2007-02-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

So much to do, So little time.

Wish me luck tomorrow! ;) The only thing that I actually care about is to just not mess up :)) HAHA.

can't take the drama

2007-02-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

How much more do I have to take on order to get away from here? I'm so SICK and TIRED. I'm tired from tears almost every day. I don't think I can have any more of it, but yet here they are. Spilling over like there's no tomorrow. I'm tired of faking a smile and wearing a mask everyday. I'm tired of looking at the sky, wishing I were somewhere else. I really wanna get away from here. From a family who doesn't believe in me, always blaming me for every misfortune or accident when I clearly know that it wasn't my fault and I didn't do it. From a family who thinks I'm rubbish, always comparing me to her. "Bakit siya ganun, ikaw hindi? Why can't you be like her?" who can't just accept who I am and who doesn't respect other people's PRIVACY.

I just want to take a break from all this but this is the least of times that I can. It's just the start of the 4th quarter, and already I have to raise my Biology grades again. Kasi naman eh. Okay na tapos kailangan pang bumalik sa cellular respiration! I hate those. I can NEVER ever understand those darn processes. Ohh great. 2nd year pa lang, ganito na ko. Pano pa kaya pag 3rd year na? Life must really suck, then. *sigh* I hate these constant worrying and anixety. Baka mabilis akong mamatay nito eh. Kanina nga lang umaga, when my oh-so-perfect parents and I were having a war due to that lost key (which I will never admit that I was the one who lost it because I swear to God, I know I DID NOT) I was so mad and angry, I started crying again (I know. I'm so baby-ish :P) and my heart started palpitating like mad again like whenever I hyperventilate or something. I swear it's always like this, I could die earlier than the average lifespan of Asian women. Ngayon pa nga lang, I'm super stressed already on the English Week thing plus Report Cards on Sat. I can't believe I agreed to be the class rep for the Jam Session on Wed. What the hell was I thinking?! Mrs. Ben asked me to compose and memorize a speech kanina with only 20 minutes, and I sucked. Bigtime. Kasi nama! 20 MINUTES?! Ano baaaaaa. You know naman Mrs. Ben's expectations are always sky-rocketting. At least I have 2 HOURS AND 50 MINUTES to compose a speech, memorize it, master it and deliver it good on the actual day. Aaacckk. REPORT CARDS due on Saturday. Here we go again. If I don't post again for the next weeks or months, then y'all know that I'm grounded. HAHA :)) I'm serious.

Wish me luck and Pray I won't die this week. Geon-bae! :)

all good things don't last. trust me.

2007-02-03T17:45:00.000+08:00

I SERIOULSY BELIEVE THAT STATEMENT and in fact, I still have something to add to that. Everything good in life NEVER LASTS. I mean it. Right now, I only have pathetic and lame stuff to call as "my sources of happiness" and I'm scared because even it is starting to ebb away. I don't want it to go :(

Yesterday was Cassie's birthday bash at her house. Gosh. I can't believe it's been a year since that day in freshman year that we went to Cassie's house during her 14th bday and now ganun ulit. Except there were a lot of people now. Mostly Pag-Asa friends of Cassie :) We hate yellow cab, pasta, cake, and barbecue. Then internet, piano, and watched the japnese horror, "One Missed Call". I was picked up early though. So too bad. Haha :))

"...Nothing's gonna change destiny..."

my roller coaster life

2007-02-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

Two months to go bago matapos ang paghihirap ko.-as quoted by Kim. HAHA. Seriously. TWO MONTHS nalang!! :D I so can not wait. Anyway, today's a normal boring school day. Great. I failed my very first quiz in Bio kanina. Putakte. I hate this. I really did study though. Ohhh well. Babawi ako sa long test bukas! I swear I will. I was also exempted from the gymastics/pyramid building in PE kanina cuz of my heart condition which hinders me from doing much strenous acitivites and mas lalo na ang carrying/lifting weights especially people. So I pretty much lazed around and watched my classmates have fun. Oooh btw. We have two new lovebirds again!! :) as in lovebirds the breed of bird ah! ;) HAHAHA. Not that kind of lovebirds. We orignally had two but one died last year and the other one died two months ago so mom bought two new ones! :) The boy's blue, white and black and the girl's yellow, green and pink. We named them Chae-Kyeong and Xin-goon. HAHAHAHA =)) We're obsessed!! :)) Anyway, today's also our maid's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ATE INDAY!! :)Bongga ah!! We have pasta, cake, ice cream and the usual serving during birthdays :) Haha.

Tomorrow's the first friday mass and the sophomores are the sponsors. I just hope we don't sound like crap tomorrow or else lagot kami kay Ms. Casimiro! :D HAHA. Thank Goodness tomorrow's a friday. Last day of the week. We'll also we watching the last show of Peter Pan, the broadway musical, at CCP on sunday. I heard it's great ;) I'm getting nervous already due to the English Week plus Report Cards! AAAACCCCKKK. I hate this. *sigh* I still have to endure two more months of pure tortue and hell before total freedom and I-can-do-anything days. Oh well. Time flies. Goodluck nlng skin!

"That's why I hate roller coasters. Even my life is one."

loose the screws

2007-01-31T18:59:00.000+08:00

Acck. I hate myself. May sugat nanaman ako sa left leg ko. I hate this. Ang kati kasi eh di ko namalayan na namumula na pala. :)) HAHA. I may sound like some maarte, vain person but I really just over re-act to stuff like these. I hate getting bruises, cuts, scars, insect bites, zits. You name it, I hate it. Hey, it rhymed :)) HAHA. Anyway, today is the very last day of January. Yey! ;) Ooh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CASSIE!! :D Wow! Time flies so fast. I remember last year, I also had a blog post in my previous blog screaming in big bold letters the same thing. As in "Happy Birthday, Cassandra Tria Sulla Virtucio!" Wahaha :)) Nka-one year na yun. Grabeh. Haha.

Today was also clean-up day. It was okay. Except for the fact that there were like only 15 or so of us who were really cleaning and the others just lazed around like played games, took pictures, danced and sang in the middle of the field. And the fact that our cleaning area was so big it's almost 1/4 of the field. Plus, we saw like 20 as in TWENTY cigarette butts on the field. Can you believe it?! People actually did smoke during the fair inside the school grounds! We just didn't know if it were the manongs who operated the rides or outsiders or actual SHSians. I also won't be going to the Ateneo Fair. The SHS Chorale was supossed to be performing in some activity there pero tinatamad ako :)) WAHAHA. Ang sama ko. I haven't joined not one activity of the Chorale for this year. Haaayyy. Ewan ko. Bahala na. It's a loooong story. I'm not sure though if I'll change clubs next year or not.

I got an 86 on my very first quiz in Math kanina!! Impossible, right? But I did!! :)) HAHAHA. I know. 86 is already such a lowly score for some but it's a down-right achievement for me, considering my math grades were always borderline, if not failed, ever since I was like, 9 or something. Haha ;)

Gotta go. Still have a Bio homework to do. Cheers! :)

saranggan gayo

2007-01-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

HAHA :)) I'm such a loser slash moron. Just like yesterday, SHSians and outsiders are havin fun at the Band-Aid: All shook up which is happenin right now. And as usual, I'm stuck here. Doin nothin. Well, not exactly nothin. Net-surfing, that is. I just remembered that I had an AP homework due this week that I still have not yet done as usual plus I have to research on the different garnishes that Mrs. Bernardino assigned so that I can buy all the needed ingredients/materials for Tuesday.

I can't believe the first month of the year is about to end. I have a lot of stuff to worry about this Feb. For example, the 3rd quarter report card (which I might be grounded for if i'm unlucky which I always am) and the english week. I can't believe I agreed to be the rep for Sandigan in the Jam Session category. I mean, what the heck was I thinking?! Theyr'e going to give us a proverb then we'll discuss it for 3 mintues. We've got 1 and a half hours to compose a speech and memorize it. GREAT. *sarcastically* If I end up humiliated again for the umpteenth time in front of my batchmates, I would seriously consider transfering schools. I mean, I don't really care if I embarass myself once in a while, but hey. I'm human. I can take as much.

HAHA :)) I changed my layout again for the umpteeenth time. The previous one which I just changed yesterday didn't work so I changed it again. I swear this'll last longer :)) Anyway, have to go. Lots lots more to do.

I finally have the songs from Princess Hours (Goong) OST!! I found it in someone's multiply site [:

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Life sucks right now. And my only happiness are my dreams and imagination. But at least I still have my PASSION which I need the most. I swear someday, I'll touch the sky and break free from all these crap I'm surrounded in.

peace shouts

2007-01-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I must be one of the most pathetic people to have ever walked on this planet. Right now, I'm at home net-surfing while others are havin fun watching BAILA dos at the SHS Gym. HAHAHA :)) I was supossed to watch it but I changed my mind. So I sold my ticket for P50 to Donita. The fair is so B-O-R-I-N-G. With a capital B. Right after the opening ceremonies, Inna, Big J and I just bummed around and looked at the Non-food booths. I swear there's nothing in there practically even good to buy. I mean, if I were a kid, I wouldv'e splurged and stuff but, really. Exepct for the senior's Paper Clay thing. If only I had enough money, I would've bought one. But I was a bit broke since I kept bailing. Anyway, right after, we got caught at the Jail Booth for wearing white shirts. So we just stayed there since we were so bored and there was nothing to do anyway ;) Right after, we stayed at the Gym and watched the grade schooler's Clown and Magic Show. Then I read Big J's Chinese Cinderella, tinkered with everyone's cellphones, helped Cone with her God is Love paper clay thing which was hard btw, ate lunch and slept a little. I was bored to death. So, I finally agreed to participate in Ms. Lagud's computer software survey thing was actually kinda fun :) I know. I know. ME? HAVING FUN? MATH? No way right. But it was :) Of course I suck at Math so I was probably the stupidest one there. Not to mention, the slowest one. Like, I was stuck at Problem no. 6 while everyone was already at the next level and stuff :)) But I actually worked faster with the pc rather than manually as in on paper. Anyways, I might not go to school tomorrow. Tinatamad ako :)) I'll just be super bored again anyway. And I wasn't planning on watching A Hard Day's Night or Band-Aid anyway. I wanna go to Quiapo. Evryone says that the best pirated DVDs are there :)) WAHAHAHA. Basta. I'll do something fun this weekend :) Anyway, I'm sorry I keep changing my layouts. Somehow they all look ugly to me or I get bored with them or suddenly they won't work. This new layout isn't really that pretty to me but ohh well. It would have to do for the meantime. Anyhow, exam scores were given. Okay naman :) HAHAHA :)) As usual, all the sucky subjects have sucky scores. but at least they aren't that sucky =)) Anyhow, what else? Wala nako ma-kuwento. HAHA. Till here muna. Annyeonghi kyeseyo :)

quickie

2007-01-21T10:40:00.000+08:00

Ok. I gotta make this quick. Right now, I'm supossed to be taking a bath already since we're going to The Cookbook again for my Aunt's birthday party. Anyway, finally. The exams are over. HAHA. I just hope I get good grades. Especially in darn friggin Math. I really hate Math. I would never ever develop love slash interest over Math. I hate numbers, rational expressions, polynomials, factors, variables, algebraic expressions, Xs, Ys and practically anything that can be related to Math. Oh Gawd. What will I do next year? There's Geom, Trigo and Chem! Oh nooo. Ohh well. 5 months pa! :)) Anyway, over all, the tests weren't that hard, thank God. I hope I get goody grades :)

Up to now, I still have not finished watching the whole DVD of Princess Hours. I'm already in Chapter 17 but I keep getting disrupted. Aaaaccckkk. Grabeh. I'm turning into a Princess Hours addict. HAHA. I'm starting to speak Korean, singing Korean songs, dreaming of going to Korea this summer, even my new blog layout was supossed to be goong-related (that was pushing it). HAHA :)) I can't help it. I love the show. It never fails to make me laugh and make my day :) Not to mention, seeing the hotter-than-hot male stars :P

Oh yea. Yesterday we went to the Manila Hotel for Ate Theresa's Debut. And I saw Kitchie Nadal! :)) since she was the debutante's cousin. Ohkay. I'm not really a fan of her or any OPM artist for that matter, but hey! She's famous. She's not that tall pala, but she's very pretty! :) She sang a new song she composed entitled "Grace". Her voice rocks. HAHA :)) Wala lang. Anyway, we got back at around 1 AM already and it's a miracle I woke up early today. Like 730 or something.

New Layout! :) I'm starting to lurve rainbows! :) Haha. Lotsaluv :)

Exam Week

2007-01-15T17:48:00.000+08:00

Haha. I know. I know. I should be studying for the exams tomorrow especially since it's BIO. But you know I can't resist my blog ;) Anyway, just a quick update. We went to UST yesterday for the freshmen orientation thing. Wow! Ang ganda ng grounds ng UST. They have like a mini-mall and even a hospital right inside it. Dream school ko na yun :)) I mean, if ever I don't pass Ateneo or La Salle or UA&P or something. Anyway, I might take up Asian Studies there or something. Or European Studies in Ateneo. I wanna be an ambassador or a linguist and work for the United Nations :)) So that I'll get rich!! :P Hahaha. Anways, may Princess Hours DVD na ko!! :)) Wahahaha. Wala lang. We ate lunch at KFC T. Sora kasi kahapon and bought some stuff at Mercury and ayun. Eh diba maraming pinagbibiling DVD's dun. Nyahaha. Anywaysh, aaaacck. BIO, Health and Stat exams tomorrow. Wish me luck sa Bio :) I hope I get a high grade para mas lalo pang tumaas grade ko. Pra MATH nlng ang problema ko. WAHAHA :)) Tomorrow nga pala we still have classes after the exams. Nakakainis talaga. Sana wala nlng. I mean, pati rin yung mga 4th year nahihirapan sa sked. Aaahhh. I wanna burn this hell-ish instution they call school.
Ohhhh well. 3 more months to go and I'm outta here. Of course I'd have to go back after two months, but hey! Matagal tagal din yun, then junior year. I seriously have to take my studies seriously next year since it's the most crucial year and your 3rd year report card is what they really look at if you're applying for college.

This layout is seriously getting boring already. Ang bilis kong pinagsawaan :)) I'll change it right after the exams. Meanwhile, I gotta go study now. Wish me luck :)

tgif

2007-01-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

Whew. Thank Gawd it's Friday today. Today was the SHS Family Day thing. We first gave a presentation to Ms. Eguiron then heard mass. Then after recess, we watched the program. Wednesday and Thursday were CL days. Ok. During those two days, I really believed in praising God and celebrating our faith. All the lyrics of those songs and the prayers and stuff, I really believed in them. I'm trying very hard to change the not-so-religious Marion before. But, I really didn't have the energy to stand up that long and jump and shout and sing and clap my hands and all that. I wan't being KJ or something, I just really didn't have that much energy. Plus, you know that I hate large crowds bunched up in once measly little spare of land plus the noise. Wala lang :P Many people probably thought kasi that I wasn't joining in the praising and stuff.

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You know what's one of the things I hate the most? People being rude and incosiderate. Nakakainis talaga ang mga ganung tao. For example. Someone might be mad at your for some reason, but instead of saying to you in a nice way, he/she chooses to ignore you and talk about you behind your back. I mean, c'mon. I wouldn't mind if you just told me why you were so annoyed at me or whatevs. I'm not a proud person (Well, at least I try not to be :P). I would've even been grateful that you told me so that I can change whatever attitude it is that ticks you off. But, choosing to backstabb me? Bwicit. Especially if you're talking about me right when I'm just there? You probably thought I couldn't here you but I did. Errrr. It's so pissing me off. I mean. I know I might be doing stuff that might hurt other people in some way or something. You could've just told me. I'm almost fifteen. I am mature enought to get mad when I'm being scolded or criticized by something that I know was my fault. Haaayyy nakooo. Nakakainis lang talaga. But, anyway. I still am trying to keep my new years resolution so I refuse to dwell more on these bitchy people.

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Today is my mom and dad's 22nd wedding anniversary. CONGRATS, MOM AND DAD! I LOVE YOU :) We'll be going to Burgoo to eat dinner later. Thank God tomorow's a weekend. I can watch TV all I want. I can finally get to watch Princess Hours. Wahaha :)) Ohh btw, I changed my layout again. Ang panget kasi nung isa eh :P

pissed off

2007-01-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

Argh! I'm trying so hard not to be pissed right now. Oh my gawd. DSL SUCKS, man. It runs so slow I'm almost falling asleep just waiting for the page to load. Seriously. When are they going to fix this?! I'm getting really really ticked off. It's been weeks since that darn earthquake and yet they still can't fix this sort of things? I mean, don't they have people who work in specialties like this or something? Gawd. It takes more than 10 minutes just for the page to load. I know it's my new year's resolution to stop getting mad all the time. I mean for one thing, I'm techinically not allowed to get mad. I mean, annoyed I guess sometimes but my doctor told me that I should try to refrain from getting pissed off since my heart problem would just get worse. Like Mom's. And number two, I really am getting tired of being angry and angsty all the time. But I can't help it. It's in my nature to get mad easily plus being very moody. *sigh* Ang hirap nito. If they still haven't fixed this problem by the time February rolls around, I'm seriously gonna call up the stupid people who can't fix the darn problem. Aaahh. Nakakainis talaga. Anyway, I don't wanna dwell on these things since I'll just attract negative vibes again.

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Today was our presentation in CL Week. We were then 2nd to perform and also 2nd place :) Not bad. We actually thought we were gonna be 5th since we suck so much. And we know it. We even joked around that we should bring paper bags to cover our faces as costumes while up on stage :)) But, anyway. Congrats to II Pag-Asa! :D In fairness, I really thought so too that they were the best :) Congrats Xylene Bakla Dolor :)) Haha. At least we won in the Heroes of the Faith thing. Oh yea. We spend so much time during the AVR that the Freshmen and Seniors' Presentations were cancelled. Ehehe. Sorry ;) I dunno why we took up so much time though. Tomorrow, no classes!! YEY!! :P Just CL activities and on Friday, the SHS Family Day thing. But, ick. 3rd Quarterly Exams next week!! Anyhow, I should be going. Until now, the stupid page hasn't finished loading. Bwct tlga. Ohhh wait. Onga pala. Ang saya saya ko today! :)) Hahaha. Wala lang ;) Yun lang. Haha. Ciao!

Backtrack

2007-01-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

Finally. I have posted after almost a week. HAHA :)) I couldn't update this past few days since Blogger won't work. Sooper bagal niya. And I'm so not a patient person. Haha. Anyway, ok. Ate's now an Atenista! Yeehesss :)) Wahahaha. We went just this weekend to the the Blue Eagle Gym for the posted results and she passed. Plus she got a letter yesterday from the UST Faculty of Arts and Letters that she also passed USTE. Grabe!! UP nalang and she's passed all her CETs! Sana ganun din ako pag 4th yr. HAHA. Asaness! =)) Anyway, tomorrow's the start of CL Week Celebration. Grabeh. Major humiliation agian tomorrow!! :)) Ang sabog namen! Sobra. Anyway, I don't really care. Well, ohkay. It would have been nice to get the +2 in the card but, hey! Line of 9 naman CL ko sa card eh! Kaya okay lang ;) Hahaha. Anyway, oh no!! Quarterly tests na next week!! This is my last chance to raise my stupid math grade. Honestly!! Yun na lang halos ang problema ko eh. *sighs* Ohhh weell. Anyway, why do I have the feeling I'm the only person who updates blogs these days? HAHA :)) No, seriously. Ewan ko ba. Had our fine dining today in Cooking. HAHA. Buti nalang it was ok pala to use the spoon and fork in cutting the meat since I didn't bring all 6 bread knives for evryone in the group. Not that I forgot. I just didn't know that we did NOT have that many of bread knives in the house. Anyway, ang hirap magpaka-lady like. I mean, I'm lady-like most of the time pero di naman ganun :P Anyway, not much to say, really. My life's a total bore these days. I really can't wait for summer. But, I sorta don't want the school year to end. I know. I know. Miracle right? :)) I hate school. Pero, well. I remember the very first day of school and Ana and I were talking about how much we hate our sections and how much I want the school year to end already despite of the fact that it's only been a day since we got back etc. But, now look. We learned to love our sections and our teachers and classmates and well, this year was also a happy year :) At least not that bad. Grades not included :P And, I really don't wanna the seniors to graduate and go away. I dunno. It's just that, they're the first batch whom I 've already know really well ever since I transferred to Holy way back in 4th grade. I mean, I do miss Sixtreme. But I knew them only for a year. I dunno. Alam niyo yun. Even those random people/students who you always see in the hallway but you don't really know each other but you've been used to seeing them all over the school and stuff. Wala lang. It's a bit sad. Haha :P Anyway, anyway....new layout!! HAHA :)) Wala lang. I got tired of the old layout eh ;P Anywaysh, that's it. Our maid's calling me for the umpteenth time to go down and eat dinner. Ciao.

School problems

2007-01-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

I hate myself. I keep thinking...Ok. Gagawin ko na tlga yung best ko. Mag-aaral na ko. Then suddenly, laziness hits me and boom! Nawala na ang lahat. And all I wanna do is bum around and do nothing instead of making use of my time. Not to mention, all I ever do is cram and procrastinate. I'm sick and tired of it. Ewan ko ba. I really really want to change na talaga. Oh God. Please help me. I really wanna get into a good school in College and have a nice set future. Haaaayy. Ayoko na. Actually, I'm okay. My grades are actually better than okay. My only problem are 2 subjects. MATH and BIOLOGY. Ewan ko ba. Kahit anong gawin kong pagaaral, talagang di ko ma-gets. Actually, umaasenso na ko sa Bio. (Cheers!) pero sa Math, grabeh. Kelangan ko talaga. Feeling ko I'm the suckiest math student Ms. Lagud ever had in her whole entire life. Well, okay. Probably not. I mean, I'm not failing or anything pero, c'mon.!! I swear. I'll start studying for the Math test this weekend. And, oh yeah. What the heck was DepEd thinking in assigning our crappy school to be venue of the seniors assesment test thingy? I mean, why our school?! Iyan tuloy!! The date of the test was moved. And the first day's test is BIOLOGY. Oh crap. I guess I better study both subjects starting this weekend. I dunno the date when the report card giving for the 3rd quarter is but, oh no. Eto nnman. Pero I swear tlga. I will make all my grades raise this quarter. Tutal the quarterly exams have 25% of the grade. Malaking bagay yun. Not to mention, the 30% which will be taken from the last quarter's GPA. Aaaackkk. Sana talaga. Anyway, back to school today. Great. Oh well... 3 more months to go then I'm free!! Well, at least for two glorious months I'll be free ;) And here's the thing. My mom said we might be going out of the country again this summer. I wanna go to Tokyo or Seoul or Bangkok or Kuala Lampur or Singapore. HAHA. I'm excited to go somewhere foreign again. Just like China in November. Ang ganda kasi ng ibang mga bansa eh. Lalo na first world countries! :) Asenso!! :D Haha. Anyway, gotta go. Si ate na eh. G'nyt evryone! :)

2007

2007-01-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

Haaaayyy nakoooo. Nakakainis tlga. The stupid internet isn't working. Well, it is pero soooooooooper BAGAL!! Grabeh. Ang sarap magmura. EVERYTHING isn't working. YM, Multiply, Myspace. Friendster lang ata ang matino eh!! Blogger, sooper bagal kahit nagwo-work. I'm soooo ticked off right now. I'm sorry but I have it in my genes to have FLAMING ANGER. Look at my mom. I know. I know. Nakakainis ang mga ganitong tao. I'm really really trying to change pero ang hirap talaga. I'M SO PISSED OFF. Not to mention, stupid school starts again tomorrow. Ewan ko ba. I have this feeling na it's gonna be payback time. You know when something really good happens to you and you're so happy and all that then it gets replaced by something totally bad. Feeling ganito mangyayari. Pinagbigyan kasi ako. DECEMBER of last year was such a happy month :) Madaming mga activities so classes were usually cut and onting time lang plus AERIS' VICTORY!! :D Haha. I know I sound totally pathetic but I sill can't get over it :) HAHA. Anyway, so yun. I wanna go back to school and see my friends and stuff but I don't wanna start studying again. The quarterly exams are coming up na. I so have to raise my darn math grade. Haaayyy nakkoo. I've hated math all my life. When will it end? :)) I'm serious. Anyway, haaaayyy. Ang daming kailangan gawin at isipin. Wish me luck.

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Ate passed the DLSU-CET. Great. Expectations nnman ito!! Pano kaya kung wala akong mapasa?! OHHH NOOOOOO!!! Haaaayyy. Ewan ko ba. Everyone knows I'm such a total suckhead at MATH and SCIENCE. I hate those subjects. So, pano na? Haaayyy. Ohhh well. I still have two years to worry about that. HAHA :))

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Anyway, have to go na tlga. Nakakainis. I wrote a lot of stuff kanina but then I was about hit Publish Post when our computer just suddnely restarted. Nakakainis. So now I really do have to go. My mum's getting mad. HAHA :)) Bye guys! :) Oh yea. BTW, My new year's resolution: Be Happy, Count my blessings and be thankful, Stop worrying, Stop exxagerating the littlest problems, Have fun and Life life :) HAHA. Nyty nyt!

3 days...

2006-12-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

Had my haircut today. My hair's layered and short now. But, not that short though. Natatali pa naman ;) HAHA. I dunno if I looked uglier or prettier or whatevs. But, hey! New year, New look! :) Besides, i've been sporting the ponytail look for two years or something already. I'll post a pic if I can before school starts again.

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Saddam Hussein was executed by hanging at 6 local time at Northern Baghdad today. Wow. I can't believe it. Well, actually I can. He's worse than Ferdinand Marcos. In fact, he comes in like 2nd to Adolf Hitler. I really hope the war between Iraq and the US will stop now. Though I doubt it. I've just been watching CNN and a lot of people say that nothing much would change.

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Anyway, I'm really starting to get annoyed here. Due to the massive earthquakes that happened in Taiwan, a lot of websites won't open and even our DSL is working so slow. I hope they fix it already. Haha.

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I dunno if I'll be able to post again tomorrow but in case I don't, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) I hope 2007 will be a good and lucky year :) After all, it's year of the pig. HAHAHAHA. Actually kasi, pinaglihi ako sa doll since my mum...well anyway, it's a long story. Basta my mum told me na pinaglihi din daw ako sa pig. HAHAHA. I mean it. I'M NOT KIDDING :)) So, anyway. Bottom line, I hope this year will be a good, better one :) Not that I'm saying 2006 wasn't a happy year but,...well anyway. Have to go already. Over and out.

4 days..

2006-12-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

Countdown: 4 days to go. My day was...ohkay. Except for the part wherein my mum and I almost fought again this morning. And due to what?! CHEESE again. How ironic. HAHAHA =)) But this time, it's Breadtalk's cheescake not the real cheese kind. Anyway, I don't wanna go into the details basta yun. Haaaayyy. I gotta wake up early tomorrow for my violin lesson. And I still haven't mastered the stupid Etude no. 2 in my Wolfhart. Ewan ko ba. I'm havin a hard time concentrating in the notes all bunched up together plus I seriously suck at sight-reading or whatever it's called. Ooohh well. At least I can feel that I'm improving! :) Last week, I played a whole rendition of "Hark the Herald Angels sing" in just 2 minutes or even less ;) HAHA. Anyway, my brain is piling up again. With things to do, things to remember, things to worry about etc etc. Grabe tlga. Even if I'm seriously and genuinely happy this week, it's really a basic instinct of mine to worry about everything that's gonna happen tomorrow. Or next week. Or next month. Or next year. I hate myself. I THINK TOO MUCH. Like Mia Thermopolis from Meg Cabot's The Princess Diaries. We have Book 1 to 6 and I've read all of them. And, really!! She thinks and worries too much all the time it's getting on my nerves, just reading it. Haha. What a total hypocrite I am :D Anyhow, I can't believe there's only TWO whole days before 2006's gonna end. And a whole new year will start. 2006 was a good year :) I mean, c'mon. I went to China. I belonged to the coolest section ever this sophomore year. I had the best summer ever because of my joining Trumpets Playshop and met all these wonderful people. We [AERIS] won in the cheering competition in the Intramurals. So far, 2006 was a happy year :) I'm scared of 2007. Aaaaccckk. Like I said last post, junior year. Not to mention, I still have to finish sophomore year and at least scrape in Math and Biology. Dios Mio!! Por favor!! Sana talaga. And, oh yeah! My sister's also worrying about her CET results. Which brings me to one more thing. This summer is gonna be the last happy one. Ok. Wrong grammar ba? Whatevs. I mean, next summer is gonna be reviewing for my (well, our) CETs. *sigh* Ohhh weell. Life goes on. Buenos noches, everyone! :)

5 days to go

2006-12-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

Ugh. 5 more days of freedom before school starts again. I'm not really looking forward to it. For one thing, there are so many things I have to accomplish. Like raising my math grade, for example. Heck, raising ALL my grades. *sighs* Plus the 3rd quarterly exams is fast approaching. I can't believe that only THREE more months then I'm finished with sophomore year. Then, summer again. I dunno though if I'll be able to join Trumpets again this summer. Anyway, then junior year. Oh crap. I so totally don't wanna be a junior. I mean, hello?! I've watched my sister last year, practically going crazy with all the schoolwork she had to do. Plus, crying almost everyday because of Chemistry. And, oh no!! In addition to the Math 3 there's gonna be Geometry and Trigonometry. Oh my gawd. I really don't know if I'll be able to survive. Seriously. I'm so not the studious type of person. But, hey! I've heard that people who don't do well in Algebra do well in Geometry. I hope it's true ;)

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In spite of my genuine hapiness this past week, due to of course our winning in the intramurals plus it's christmas and some other stuff, I still managed to cry like hell this morning. Okay. I'm used to tears. I shed them almost at least once a week. I know. I know. I'm the post pathetic human being ever. But I can't help it. But this time, it isn't because of some sappy romance flick or a cheesy love song or because of school or lovelife or friends or whatevs. It's because of my mum. HAHA. Big surprise there. *sarcastically* I'm serious. Okay. Here's what happened. After we ate breakfast, we were cleaning up. I put the container of cheese slices in the ref. When I opened it again to put in the juice, the container dropped and out spewed all the slices of cheese onto the floor. Of course I immedietly picked it up but I knew I was in big trouble again. My mom screamed "Ano iyan?!?!" and well, I wouldn't go into every nasty thing she said. The main thing is, she forced me to eat all those 15 slices of cheese. She threw me into a chair and slapped me in the face so hard my teeth hurt. I'm so not kidding. Then she threw the bread into my face. She really forced me to eat all those cheese slices plus bread while she watched TV. I felt sick. I mean, not only were those cheese slices many, they were thick slices not to mention, they were already dirty. And, then of course. The tears started coming in. I'm sorry. I couldn't help it. I kept thinking... All my life ganito na lang. I really don't care if I say everything here. Look. I love my mom. I know she sincerely loves us and wants what's best for us. But, REALLY! She so needs to control her temper. You have no idea what she's like. Sobrang bilis niyang magalit. Kaya parati silang nagaaway ni Daddy eh. She gets so mad easily at even the most simplest things that are totally ridiculous. And sometimes, even when she's the one at fault she'll make it seem like it was YOUR fault. Like, for example, when she stepped on my foot acidentally she gave me the evil eye and I'm the one who's supossed to say "I'm sorry". I mean, c'mon. Basta sabi niya, yun na ang tama kahit mali. And, really. She gives the most CRUEL punishments ever. I won't mention it here of course. Pero, haaaayyy nako. Kung alam niyo lang. Anyway, back to my story. I cried because I was soooooo mad. I was steaming. I kept thinking "Kung nandito lang si Daddy, sigurado ako ipagtatanggol niya ko" or something. I mean, that's usually what my Dad does. Plus she kept screaming at me saying things like "Wala kang respeto sa pagkain. It's about time maging responsable ka na" Ok. Seriously. Walang respeto sa pagkain?! WHY?! Did I on purpose shove the container to the floor? It was just an accident. I mean, kahit naman siya nangyayari yun sa kanya every once in a while eh. Then she's gonna call me stupid or something? Aaarrrggghh!! Nakkainis tlga. Not to mention, because of all the cheese I ate, nagsuka ko and had LBM. UGH! I don't know if I can take it anymore. Parati nlng kaming nagaaway. I mean, I do love my mom. So much. But she totally needs to know how to understand. That's all I'm saying.

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Pero, at least masaya pa rin ako :) HAHA. Hmmmmmmm. Bakit kaya...?? HAHAHA =)) F.U.N.C.!!! :D Wahahaha. Tapos kay ate, B.A.N.G.!! Wahahahaha. Ano ba iyan. Forgive me. I'm going crazy here. I'm starting to get sleepy ;) Haha. Anyway, I finally found LOTS of pics of Aeris at Ria's multiply. Hehe :) Countdown: 5 more days to go. G'nyt! :)

hahaha.

2006-12-26T15:16:00.000+08:00

Well, oh-kay. I'll just make kuwento of how I spent my Christmas :)

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Christmas Eve, we went to Alabang like I said. Heard mass at 10 pm then a lil bit of noche buena. Then giving of gifts....blah blah blah. Anyway, we got home at around 12 midnight. Yesterday, we went to my uncle's house in Project 6 for a christmas party and sort-of reunion of the Amansec clan. Wow! Their house was sooo big and nice!! :) Kulang nlng swimming pool! :P Seriously. Anyway, we ate lunch there. Then dancing..dancing..and more dancing all day until night-time actually! :) They even hired some professional DIs (dance instructors). Anyway, we had a program. A raffle (I didn't win. Unlucky me). and a singing and dancing contest. My mum wanted me to enter the singing one but I didn't want to. HAHA. Wala ko sa mood :)) Mostly I just played basketball with Ate Gem and Ate Rose. I know. Miracle. Me, playing basketball. HAHA :)) Hey!! Nka-shoot ako mga at least 4 or 5 times. HAHA. We also played with their dogs or actually, puppies. Zinky and Frankie :) Ang cuuuutee!! :D Dami ko ngang pictures eh!! =)) There's gonna be lots of pics after all this is over :) Anyway, ang dami kong nakuhang AGUINALDO!! :)) Hahaha. YEY!! I'm not broke anymore. Anywaysh, we got home at around 8 then we opened our gifts. I got 5 brand new shirts! YEY! :) And of course the gifts my friends/classmates gave me. Oh yeah! I'm currently battling with Gluttony. I'm serious. Tumataba nnman ako :( Aaaaccck.
Oohh well. Beaky and I promised that we were gonna lose weight after the holidays. And I intend to keep that promise. HAHA. Seryoso ah ;)

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Tantaran-taran!! *drums booming*
Presenting, JK Rowling's Christmas gift to all Potterheads out there :)

The title of the last installment in the uber-popular book series. Haha. Wala lang. Oh yeah. Credits to Mugglenet. Hehe.

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YES!! Finally. After days of looking and finding, I finally found at least two pics of Aeris cheering :) HAHAHA. No, seriously. I'm trying to find them. Got these 2 pics from Irenne's multiply.Please. If anyone of you peepz out there have some pics, please please pa-share nman. I would've asked my mum to take pics but she hates taking pictures during a show or competition since she thinks that it ruins the whole experience of watching it live or something. Basta. PLEASE :) Pa-share nman kung sinong meron :)

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It's been two years since the Asian Tsunami in 2004 that ravaged many countries including Indonesia, Sri Lanka, India, Thailand, Maldives, Malaysia and other South African countries. I remember the exact time it occured. We were in Bohol. Our relatives from the states and aussie visited and we were all havin a good time right at the beach that time. Making sand castles, pizzas, christmas trees... and little did we know that right next door there was a huge catastrophe/disaster happening. Thank God for that mountain or whatever that prevented the tsunami to hit the Philippines. I keep thinking that if it weren't there or if God let it all 19 of our family would have died. Or at least could have died. That's why let's all pray for the souls of those who have died and all those families and people who have been affected by these deaths or in any other way.

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Well, that's it. Gotta go. We're going to the cemetery then off to the mall. Adieu! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2006-12-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

Well, tomorrow's Christmas day already :) As I said, we're going to Alabang later this evening. So, yea. I just found this in my mail sent by my Dad. Haha. Nkka-aliw eh! :D
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Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in 100 languages :)

Afrikaans -Geseende Kerfees en 'n gelukkige nuwe jaar
Arabic - I'D Miilad Said ous Sana Saida
Argentine - Felices Pasquas Y Felices Ano Nuevo
Armenian - Shenoraavor Nor Dari yev Pari Gaghand
Azeri - Tezze Iliniz Yahsi Olsun
Bahasa Malaysia - Selamat Hari Natal
Basque - Zorionak eta Urte Berri On!
Bengali - Shuvo Naba Barsha
Bohemian - Vesele Vanoce
Brazilian - Boas Festas e Feliz Ano Novo
Breton - Nedeleg laouen na bloav ezh mat
Bulgarian - Vasel Koleda; Tchesti nova godina!
Catalan - Bon Nadal i un Bon Any Nou!
Cantonese - Gong Tsok Sing Dan, Bing Ho Sun Hei
Choctaw - Yukpa, Nitak Hollo Chito
Cornish - Nadelik looan na looan blethen noweth
Corsian - Pace e salute
Crazanian - Rot Yikji Dol La Roo
Cree - Mitho Makosi Kesikansi
Creek - Afvcke Nettvcakorakko
Croatian - Sretan Bozic
Czech - Prejeme Vam Vesele Vanoce a stastny Novy Rok
Danish - Glaedelig Jul
Duri - Christmas-e- Shoma Mobarak
Dutch - Vrolijk Kerstfeest en een Gelukkig Nieuwjaar!
Egyptian - Colo sana wintom tiebeen
English - Merry Christmas & Happy New Year
Eskimo - Jutdlime pivdluarit ukiortame pivdluaritlo!
Esperanto - Gajan Kristnaskon
Estonian - Ruumsaid juulup|hi
Faeroese - Gledhilig jol og eydnurikt nyggjar!
Farsi - Cristmas-e-shoma mobarak bashad
Finnish - Hyvaa joulua
Flemish - Zalig Kerstfeest en Gelukkig nieuw jaar
French - Joyeux Noël et Bonne Année!
Frisian - Noflike Krystdagen en in protte Lok en Seine yn it Nije Jier!
Gaelic - Nollaig chridheil agus Bliadhna mhath ur!
Galician - Bo Nada
German - Froehliche Weihnachten
Greek - Kala Christouyenna!
Hausa - Barka da Kirsimatikuma Barka da Sabuwar Shekara!
Hawaiian - Mele Kalikimaka
Hebrew - Mo'adim Lesimkha. Chena tova
Hindi - Shub Naya Baras
Hungarian - Kellemes Karacsonyiunnepeket
Icelandic - Gledileg Jol
Indonesian - Selamat Hari Natal
Iraqi - Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah
Irish -Nollaig Shona Dhuit
Italian - Buone Feste Natalizie
Japanese - Shinnen omedeto. Kurisumasu Omedeto
Jiberish -Mithag Crithagsigathmithags
Korean - Sung Tan Chuk Ha
Latin - Natale hilare et Annum Nuovo!
Latvian - Prieci'gus Ziemsve'tkus un Laimi'gu Jauno Gadu!
Lausitzian - Wjesole hody a strowe nowe leto
Lithuanian - Linksmu Kaledu
Low Saxon -Heughliche Winachten un 'n moi Nijaar
Maltese - Nixtieklek Milied tajjeb u is-sena t-tabja!
Mandarin - Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan
Manx - Nollick ghennal as blein vie noa
Maori - Meri Kirihimete
Marathi - Shub Naya Varsh
Navajo - Merry Keshmish
Norwegian - God Jul
Occitan - Pulit nadal e bona annado
Papua New Guinea -Bikpela hamamas blong dispela Krismas na Nupela yia i go long yu
Pennsylvania German - En frehlicher Grischtdaag unen hallich Nei Yaahr!
Polish - Wesolych Swiat Bozego Narodzenia
Portuguese - Boas Festas Rapa-Nui - Mata-Ki-Te-Rangi. Te-Pito-O-Te-Henua
Pushto - Christmas Aao Ne-way Kaal Mo Mobarak Sha
Rapa-Nui - Mata-Ki-Te-Rangi. Te-Pito-O-Te-Henua
Rhetian - Bellas festas da nadal e bun onn
Romanche - Legreivlas fiastas da Nadal e bien niev onn!
Rumanian - Sarbatori vesele
Russian - Pozdrevlyayu s prazdnikom Rozhdestva is Novim Godom
Sami - Buorrit Juovllat
Samoan - La Maunia Le Kilisimasi Ma Le Tausaga Fou
Sardinian - Bonu nadale e prosperu annu nou
Scots Gaelic - Nollaig chridheil huibh
Serbian -Hristos se rodi
Serb-Croatian - Sretam Bozic. Vesela Nova Godina
Singhalese - Subha nath thalak Vewa. Subha Aluth Awrudhak Vewa
Slovakian - Sretan Bozic or Vesele vianoce
Slovak - Vesele Vianoce. A stastlivy Novy Rok
Slovene - Vesele Bozicne. Screcno Novo Leto
Spanish - Feliz Navidad y Prospero Ano Nuevo
Swedish - God Jul and (Och) Ett Gott Nytt År
Tagalog - Maligayang Pasko. Masaganang Bagong Taon
Tamil - Nathar Puthu Varuda Valthukkal
Thai - Sawadee Pee Mai
Trukeese - Neekirissimas annim oo iyer seefe feyiyeech!
Turkish - Noeliniz Ve Yeni Yiliniz Kutlu Olsun
Ukrainian - Srozhdestvom Kristovym
Urdu - Naya Saal Mubarak Ho
Vietnamese - Chung Mung Giang Sinh
Welsh - Nadolig Llawen
Xhosa - Siniqwenelela Ikrisimesi EmnandI Nonyaka Omtsha Ozele Iintsikelelo Namathamsanqa
Yayeya - Krisema
Yugoslavian - Cestitamo Bozic.
Yoruba - E ku odun, e hu iye' dun!
Zulu - Sinifesela Ukhisimusi Omuhle Nonyaka Omusha Onempumelelo

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HAHA. Anyway, that's it. Wala na kong msabi eh. I'm sure I won't be able to post tomorrow so, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :) Adios! :)

2 days to go till christmas

2006-12-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

Okay. I now have a brand new multiply. CLICK. Haha. There's not much pa only some pics. I've been editing it for the past two days. If you guys have a multiply, pls. care to add me! Thanks! :)

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Gawd. Why do I get the feeling I'm the only person who's not going ANYWHERE this christmas? Seriously. I'm not getting out of Manila. Not even Batangas or Bulacan or something. Well, it's okay. But I have a feeling this christmas season will be an incredibly boring one. I mean, not only will our relatives not visit this christmas like they do in every 2 years or something, but now we aren't even going anywhere. Even to the nearest beach or something. We're just going over to Alabang like we do every Christmas eve to spend it with my father's side then in the aftenoon, off to my mother's side. Then New Year's Day, Alabang again. But this time, the house of some other relatives. We go there every new year ever since I can remember. And, oh yeah. This christmas season is also very very short. Seriously. Less than 2 weeks?! How cruel can they get?! :)) HAHA. Anywayz, I'll probably start doing my projects slash homeworks tomorrow or something. I so need to raise my MATH grade again! *sigh* I can't wait for the time I will start to not worry about my Math GPA constantly.

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2 days to go till Christmas! :)

3 days to go till christmas

2006-12-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

So, yea. I'm back. HAHA. Grabe yung last post ko! It took me almost an hour to type it all. Haha :)) Anyway, as I said. We went to my mum's office this morning for their annunal christmas party. We heard mass. Ate Mcdo for lunch. We just sort of bummed around since the program and games were for the younger kids. Like 7 below or something. Anyway, we'll be going to Malabon in a few minutes for my cousin, Ate Sherry's birthday. Which is today nga pala. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE SHERRY!! :)

3 days to go till Christmas!!:)

My only wish this year
-Britney Spears

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off and just said this
I know exactly what i want this year

Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby ( baby baby )
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe maybe)
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year

Christmas eve I just cant sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
'Cause I heard that ur comming to town
Santa can you hear me?

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special
For me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true

Toodlez! :)

AERIS! ELECTRIFY!! :D

2006-12-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

Wow! I don't even know how to start this post. I have so much to say!! Haha. Anyway, first off. WE WON!! Haha. But wait. I'll start from the main details.

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Yesterday. I woke up earlier than usual. My first thought "OMG! This is it!". I was already so nervous. Now here's another weird thing about me. Many people, if they're nervous, they can't eat. I, for one, eat A LOT when nervous. HAHA. No, seriously. I ate two bowls of Koko Krunch plus Milk. Anyway, I then took a bath and went to school. I was soooo nervous. I thought we were gonna suck since our practice the day before was definitely sucky. Anyway, when I arrived, I immedietly went down to the jcourt with Beakman, Big J, Tere, Jam, Inna and the others. Anyway, the cheerleaders and Mrs. Torralba gave a pep talk then we prayed then painted green A's on our right cheeks. Then we took our place at the Gym. We were already so so nervous. I thought the rythmic compet. was going to perform first but I was wrong. When I heard Cygnus' introduction, I almost screamed. Beakman thought so too. So then I became even more nervous. We then proceeded to put green cellophanes on our wrists. We actually had a good effect. I mean, our shirt plus the green wrists and the gold pom-poms. My mom (Oh yeah. She watched the compet.)even said that our shirt had the most impact and stuff. Anyway, I was so so nervous by then I was literally shaking. Then when Zephyr was performing, Ate Clarissa broke down. Probably because of stress, nervousness and tension. We almost cried too. I, for one, almost did. I was SO nervous. Grabeh. I kept thinking that we were gonna be crap. Anyway, at least it gave us the drive to really do our best and shout at the top of our lungs. And really give it all. When it was our turn, we went to our places and took our positions. While Aeris' definition was being announced, my hands kept shaking like mad. And I did the sign of the cross like 5 times. I also kept whispering to myself, "You can do it. We can do it. Breathe. God be with us". It was so nerve-wracking. Then, SHOW TIME!! :) I wouldn't go into the gory details. All I'm saying is that I really gave all my guts out there. I screamed and shouted like hell. I was so focused and concentrated on not to forget the steps. I really gave it my all. We all did. We gave our very best!! And this time, it was enough! :) Thank you for the support of Aeris team who kept cheering, shouting, screaming and shrieking throughout our whole routine. I love that feeling. Whenever you perform. It was soooo...surreal. Words can't describe the feeling I had up there. Performing proudly with my team :) When it was over, it was such a relief!! Grabe!! I felt like a brick had been taken off my stomach. Now, FYREN was presenting. We were like, okay. Goodbye, first place. Seriously. Their routine was so good! Very creative. Even the exit! And our exit was sooo simple. Okay. I'm really gonna say all my opinions in here. No hard feelings to whoever reads it. FYREN was definitely good! In fact, I can say their routine was VERY GOOD! :) Better than us. But, I dunno what happened to their voice. Their voice was SO LOUD during the practice day before. We felt like crap compared to them. In fact, we even cheered the same time at the jcourt then. Of course different cheers but the same time. Sobrang nasapawan kami. As in. I couldn't here our cheer at all but theirs. I was like, what happened?! Humina tlga boses nila. Plus, well. Ummmmm...their routine was good. Definitely. Pero, errrrr. Di kasi sabay sabay eh. There was a time everyone stopped and 5 people were still marching or something. No offense. Really. Yun lang talaga ung na-notice ko. Anyway, rythmic was next. GO AERIS!! Actually, we kinda expected our team to win there. Hehe. *looks sheepish* but in fairness to Cygnus, their routine rocked too!! Pero I personally thought our team was the only one na sabay sabay tlga. Pero, anyway. Congrats to Cygnus!! YOU DID GREAT!! :) Congrats to all teams!! :) The awarding was next. Even more nerve-wracking. Grabeh!! Congrats to all those who won in the different events!! Ate Nicki won in the best cheerleader thing. When she won, I kinda got confident a little. I mean, if she was the best cheerleader, we were the best cheering team ryt? But I kinda had a 2nd thought. Because there was a time our cheerleader was the best cheerleader and we were only 3rd place. So...yea. Anyway, the announcement of the winners in the cheering competition. 4th place. Everyone was quiet and all. I was kinda thinking that we had a possibility to be 4th. So I thought if we win 4th, it's okay. I'll still be happy and cheer. Our name wasn't called. 3rd place, our name was also not called. I didn't know Fyren was 3rd place though. I seriously didn't. I wasn't listening intently kasi. I just listned for Ate Jade to say "TEAM A" and that's it. By that time, I already shouted "WAAAAAHHHH!!!". Grabe!! Beakman and I already screamed. We all did na. I mean, come to think about it. We had a chance of being FIRST and if ever we win SECOND, it was already such a great achievement!! I mean, if you were expecting to be 4th and you win 2nd, it would already be so so so great!! 2nd Place. I was clutching my cheeks tightly. Ate Jade took such a long time to announce it. Grabeh tlga!! I kept thinking "2nd place. Okay na yun. If we win 2nd, I'd already be really happy" and I really meant it :) I was so so nervous then. Then she announced "2nd place. TEAM D!" Beakman shouted "AAAAAAH!!!" and I was like, loading..loading. Then, AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shrieked "OH MY GAWD!!!!!!". I immedietly stood up and jumped up and down. Everyone on the cheering team did. I didn't care if I looked like a psycopath or whatever. I shouted. I screamed. I jumped up and down. I hugged the people surrounding me. Even the ones I didn't know personally. I threw my pom-poms in the air. I WAS SO HAPPY!! :) I felt like crying. Everyone did. I know people may think na sobrang babaw nito or something. But it's really not. Iba tlga ang paghihirap sa cheering eh. And, winning! Especially if you didn't expect it! We didn't talaga! Our cheerleaders convincd us that winning wasn't our goal. It was to look good out there and just make a presentable performance. Sure. If we win it would be such an amazing bonus!! But we really did not expect it AT ALL. Everyone thought Fyren would win. Then we all went to the stage and got our medals. Mrs. Torralba was also so happy that she danced! :) Then we cheered for the very last time on stage. I really the feeling of winning. Of course, you can't win always but if you do, grabeh!! Especially if you didn't expect to win in the first place! I'm really gonna miss AERIS cheering =( It was all worth it. Everything paid off. Our sweat. Our tears. Our hardwork. Our super tiredness after every practice. Our irritation and annoyance. Our doing the steps over and over and over and over again. Our making of pom-poms. Our staying late to pratice. Our being roasted in the sun at the field almost everyday. Our voices going hoarse. Our being thirsty and rushing to go first at the fountain after cheering. Our being insecure and threatened by the other teams. It all paid off. GOD IS REALLY GREAT! :) *sings* "Lord, I offer my life to you. Everything I've been through. Use it for your glory..." Haha. But, seriously. I was sooo happy and thankful that I put all my allowance plus saving in the Gawad Kalinga box during the Christmas party. After all, it's like a payback on God letting us win. But, hey! I'm not saying you give to charity only when you get something you want. I'm just saying that He was soo good to let us won that I realized how truly "bad" I have been but yet he still answered my prayers :) Anyway, grabeh!! This is my second win. Thank you, Lord!! Last year we also won 1st place in the cheering. Awwwww. PSYCHE. I really it miss na rin :( And now, AERIS will add to the list of people I truly miss. Haha. :P Anyway, I really was SOOOOOOOOOOO HAAAAAAAPPPPYYYY and relieved. *sighs* Mawala na yung medal, pom-poms, face paint, cellophane etc. I will always have the memories treasured in my heart and mind. Never ko tlgang mkkalimutan to. I know it sounds cheesy or kornee but it's true. PSYCHE and AERIS will always be one of the highlights of my high school life. They will alawys be one of the memories that will forever make me smile :) You know, nung una, I thought this intrams would be crappy compared to last year. But, now. I can most definitley say it's tied with last year's intrams. Thank you Aeris cheering team for making this intramurals such a blast!! I love you all so much and I'll miss you all!! :D Thank you to our best cheerleaders ever, Ate Nicki, Ate Clarissa, Ate Juvan, Irenne, Chia and Mikee for your never-ending patience and faith in us. Thank you to our drummer, Ate Oma. Thank you Mrs. Torralba for your inspirational pep talks that drove us to victory :) Thank you LORD for none of these would have happened if not for you :) Throughout all these, I have thus learned.... "VICTORY IS DEFINITELY GREATEST IF YOU JUST DO YOUR BEST, TRUST IN GOD, and NOT EXPECT WINNING. I will really really really miss AERIS cheering =( And for the very last time,

We've got the pride
We've got the spirit
So whooo let's hear it
So whooo let's hear it
Come on crowd let's shout
Let's cheer
For victory is near
We'll rock the court
We'll go fly high
Aeris! Electrify!

-"...No matter how your heart is dreaming, if you keep on believing...a dream that you wish will come true..."-

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Tomorrow is my mom's annual christmas party at her office. Then it's Ate Sherry's 20th birthday. I'm not sure if I'll be able to post before Christmas so if ever I can't, HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!! :) Nighty nyt! :)

yupper

2006-12-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

Not much to post about. Twas my Dad's birthday last thrusday so HAPPY BIRHTDAY DADDY! :) and start of Intramurals yesterday. I have this huge gut feeling we'll be 4th place in everything. *sigh* Oh well. It's only a feeling :P YEY! Intrams nlng then Christmas break na! :D Oh yeah! We'll be going to PAME for the fair later then on to EK!! =P Haha. That's it. Wala na ko masabi. HEHE =P Survey nlng..toodlez! :)

How big is your bed?
|> double.

What are you listening to right now?
|> love by matt white

What are the last 4 digits in your
cellphone number?
|> ..5059.

What was the last thing you ate?
|> .Oatmeal Walnut Cookies .

Last person you hugged?
|> mum

How is the weather right now?
|> a bit hot.

Who was the last person you talked to
on the phone?
|> cassie.

What is the first thing you notice in
the opposite sex?
|> eyes. smile. face.

Favorite type of food?
|> italian. american. chinese. mexican.

Do you want children?
|> ..sure. SOMEDAY.

Do you drink?
|> alcoholic? NO WAY.

Ever get so drunk you don't remember
the entire night?
|> NEVER.

Hair color?
|> Black.

Eye colour?
|> Brown.

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
|> nope.

Favorite holiday?
|> all :) kasi wlang pasok :)

Favorite Season/s?
|> Christmas and Summer.

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
|> haha. yep. :P

Last movie you watched?
|> in the cinemas, happy feet. at home, the sound of music.

What books are you reading?
|> right now, i'm reading all-american girl by meg cabot.

Piercings?
|> no.

Favorite movie?
|> pride and prejudice. harry potter. narnia. peter pan.
what a girl wants. the phantom of the opera. the sound of music.

Favorite college football team?
|> uhh..dunno?

What were you doing before filling
this out?
|> eating.

Any pets?
|> yeahp.

Dogs or cats?
|> both.

Favorite flower?
|> rose.

Have you ever loved someone?
|> of course :P

Who would you like to see right now?
|> ummmm...siya. tska sila :P

Have you ever fired a gun?
|> no.

Do you like to travel by plane?
|> okay lang. but, actually, wag na lang.
nahihilo kc ako at sumasakit ulo ko.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
|> righty!!

If you could go to any place right now
where would you go?
|> London, England! :D

Are you missing someone?
|> definitely.

Do you have a tattoo?
|> nada

Do you still watch cartoons on
Saturday mornings?
|> no. i don't watch cartoons anymore e.

Are you hiding something from
someone?
|> hahaha. you got it!! :))

ARE YOU 18?
|> nope. i'm 14.

WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR
CELLPHONE?
|> a picture :))

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
|> okay lang. better than school days.

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS
MORNING?
|> practice for violin lesson.

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR
BEDSIDE?
|>wala e. pillows lang.

GRILLED OR FRIED?
|> fried. i hate grilled food.

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
|> my non-conformity. everyone's unique
nman in their own way e :))

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
|> sometimes.

FAVORITE HANGOUT?
|> house lang. i'm a home-body =)) but i guess
mga malls or beach or anywhere scenic :)

3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
|> things. so, pc. tv. books. music. pillow. rosary.

FAVORITE SONG?
|> love. these days. princesa. angel. island in the sun.
long time coming. too litte too late. black roses red.
unwritten. i'm just a kid. narnia ost. harry potter ost.
peter pan ost. broadway songs :)

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
|> sharks. losing my loved-ones. not being
able to achieve my dreams in the future.

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
|> both dapat.

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
|> marion...mars...mar..angeli..flores..?

WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME?
|> Yia. Noriega.

WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?
|> Mascariñas. Amansec.

STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD
TAKE ONE THING?
|> pc or laptop.

FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
|> mga commercials ni teacher diana!! :D haha.

FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
|> $$$ plus important documents.

Whats your favorite color?
|> blue. purple. pink. red.

WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE
WITH YOU?
|> wallet. comb. hanky. oil sheet. perfume. something to read
whenever i get bored. umbrella. ballpen.

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A
KID?
|> glitzy and glamorous superstar!! up to now!! =)) WAHAHA.

WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK
TURNS 11:11?
|> am: waiting for lunch time. pm: sleep.

THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt?
|> blue and yellow

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO
TO BED?
|> what i have to remember to do the next day.

rewind

2006-12-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

Let's backtrack, shall we? ;)

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Last Sunday, we went to Greenbelt. Ate lunch at Italianni's. Then watched "The Sound of Music" at Onstage. It was really nice! I loved it. If you guys are fans of the movie, you should defnitely watch it! Though it wasn't that faitful to the movie (of course so that the play isn't 5 hours long!)all the original songs are there plus some new ones too :) It's still showing up to December 17 at Onstage, Greenbelt 1. Idol ko na si Monique Wilson!!! HAHA :)) Grabe!! I missed the feeling I get whenever we watch a Broadway Musical. It's been years since we last watched one (I think it was Beauty and the Beast) and I really missed it. One day, gusto ko nag-pe-perform din ako sa mga ganun. Well, I did. Last summer. Trumpets Playshop, remember? [Oh gawd. I miss it na. MTC!! :'( ]. But what I mean is a real professional broadway musical. *sigh* Haha. Oh well. ....."No matter how your heart is dreaming, if you keep on believing, a dream that you wish will come true"..... Wahaha. Anyway, after watching, we bought food (I was soo hungry! The play was like, 3-4 hours and I didn't take lunch)at Auntie Anne's then proceeded to the Church and heard mass. Then ate at Terriyaki Boy with Tita Peng, Tito Ariel and Adrian.

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Yesterday, my mom didn't go to work. After school, we went to SM to watch "The Nativity Story" (Oo na. I feel guilty since it's a school day =P) but the attentants said that we were already late since they were closing early for the christmas party, whatever that is. HAHA. So we ended up splurging again. I bought 2 new shirts and 4 cds. Haha. Then we ate at Burger King plus a dessert of donuts and brownies. Grabe!! I really need to lose some weight! I'm getting fatter na tlga!! Waaaahhh!! =(( Ok. Don't get me wrong. I'm not those body-obsessed teens who're anorexic and stick-thin model wanna-be's. I am so not like that. In fact, I hate people who are like that. The society (?) or youth nowadays think that stick-thin is good or whatevs. Shown in those chick flick movies or something. But, hey! Chick flicks are okay. I even like them a little. But those like Mean Girls or something, Nakakainis!. That's why people like Raven and America Ferrera are my idols! ;) Haha. Anyway, anyway. What I'm saying is that I don't wanna be totally over-weight again like when I was a kid. It was a nightmare. Now I know the capabilities of the people in my school. How truly mean they are. Hahaha. Joke lang =P Basta. I'll start dieting again probably after christmas. WAHAHA. Kasi, hello! Imgaine how hard it is to take a diet during all the feasts and stuff. Haha :P

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I just watched Yours, Mine and Ours kanina. It was a really nice movie!! Cheaper by the dozen was probably better but it was nice na rin :) Nyahaha. Anyway, tomorrow is whole day intrams practice. Eeeek!! Waaaaa!! I still don't have pom-poms!! Haha. Oh well. Anyway, intrams starts on Friday and continues on, monday, tuesday and wednesday. And wednesday's our christmas party and last day of the year ;) YEABOI!! :)) Hahaha. Anyway, have to go. Lots to do pa. Nighty night! :)

RETREAT was F-U-N! :)

2006-12-09T10:41:00.000+08:00

Hey! Our retreat was real F-U-N! :) Better than last year at least. Haha. Boring last year eh :P Some of the activities were really fun! Plus, I hate to say this, but I cried twice. HAHA :)) Anyway, I got back at 8 am this morning. Then I slept for 2 and 1/2 hours since we slept at 12 am last night cuz we were watching Lorenzo's oil but we didn't get to finish it rin since everyone was feeling sleepy already plus Beakman was sooooo kulet. Lois left already in the afternoon so it was only Beakman and I. Tere, Cone and Cat left too. Dunno why. And Irenne and Jam were absent. Anyway, now my parents are my sister are at the mall shopping for christmas gifts. I didn't want to go since I was too lazy ;) Tomorrow, we're gonna watch "The Sound of Music" on stage at Greenbelt. Greenbelt nga ba? Anyway, basta yun. Grabe! It seems like such a long time since we watched a play slash broadway musical. Haha. I miss watching stuff like that. BTW, Friendster re-designed and I hate the new font of my profile! Haha :)) No, really. Ang panget. Ang liit. Haaaaayyyy. Anyway, yun lang :)

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Ano ginagawa mo kahapon ng 2:30pm?
- nag-pra-practice para sa presentation
sa parents :)

ano wallpaper ng cel mo?
-picture ko :P

ano oras ka nagising today?
-mga 6:30.

ano gagawin mo mamaya pag may free
time ka?
-internet :)) tv. kain. tulog.

ano pinapakinggan mo ngayon?
-lough erin shore (unplugged)-the corrs

ano brand ng suot mo ngayon na shirt?
- ewan ko.

ano gagawin mo mamayang 9pm?
- tv cguro or read something.

anong huling mall na pinuntahan mo?
- the block.

anong huling tv show na pinanood mo
kagabi?
- di tv show e. movie. Lorenzo's oil.

ano huling kinain mo kagabi?
-chicken, rice, sinigang.

ano huling song na kinanta mo?
- grow old with you :)

ano una mong nakita pagpunta mo sa
loob ng mall?
-fully booked! :))

ano makikita sa daliri mo?
- di pa naguguitan na kuko.

ano huli mong sinabi sa klasmeyt mo?
- bye! :)

ano balak mong gawin this vacation?
- internet ulet :)) movie marathon.
tv marathon. eat. sleep. read. write.
haha. dami na nun ah! =))

anong mall balak mong puntahan next
week?
- kahit ano. i'm not picky sa ganyan.

anong place ang gusto mong puntahan sa
ngayon?
- London, England :) Haha.

ano fave tv show?
- amtn! the wonder years. ah basta ang dami!

ano sim mo?
- smart.

ano landline mo?
- pldt.

ano email add mo?
- dami e.

ano sa tingin mo ang tunay na #1, GMA
o ABS?
- pareho lang.

ano color ng t-shirt na madalas mong
suot?
- white or blue.

anong oras na?
- 10:56 AM

anong makikita sa harap ng bahay nyo?
- mga halaman at black na gate.

ano ang madalas nyong pag-usapan ng
barkada?
- mga crush. kalokohan. subjects. teachers.
classmates. social events. haha :))

ano gagawin mo pagkatapos nito?
- maliligo.

ano last movie na napanood mo?
- happy feet!! :D

anong movie balak mong panoodin this
week sa sinehan?
- wlang mgnda e.

ano fave mong channel?
- ETC, disney, mtv.

ano last book na binasa mo?
- to catch a prince by gilian mcknight.

ano naman yung novel na binasa mo na
hindi mo tinapos?
- uhmmm...

ano balak mong bilhin this week?
- i'm broke right now :))

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Toodlez! :)

as if.

2006-12-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is another outreach in GK. YEY! :) but Beakman, Paula, Chonie, Hannah, Joanne and the other new students have crt so they can't join :(( TOO BAD. Tomorrow is another looooong intrams practice. GREAT. 2:20-4:30. UGH!! Anyway, out retreat is on FRIDAY already! :) Yeaboi. Palancas, anyone? ;) HAHA. Oh yeah. I'm not sure if I'm going to the mini band-aid on thursday. I wanna go home already since well...ganon lng tlga ako. A total homebody. Pero it sounds like fun din naman. Pero, ewan. Last year I practically SLEPT during the band-aid. Cass, Ana and Roch were in the front cheering and all that and I was stuck in the top bleacher listening to Cassie's iPod (HAHA. soree ang rude ko) when I finally fell asleep and I woke up in the middle of Hale. HAHA :)) Wala lang. I dunno if I'm going to go or not. But, anyway. GTG. Not much to say naman e. Ciao! :)

fin

2006-12-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

Wow. Okay. I feel really bad. Almost 700 people was said to have died in the aftermath of typhoon Reming in Legazpi city, Albay. I hope Ate Daff's alright though. Haaaaaaaayyyyy. I feel really bad. People here in Metro Manila take these typhoons for granted. In fact we even like it cuz classes will be suspended. I like it when classes are suspended (teeehee) but I definitely do NOT like it if people are dying or getting hurt or something. *sighs* Ayoko tlga pag may mga innocenteng namamatay.

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Anyway, as I said. Today's my grandfather's 11th death anniversary. Went to mass. Then visited Eternal Gardens where his tomb was then to my grandmother's house. Wow! One more year and she's gonna be 90 years old! :) I want to reach 100 when I grow old. HAHAHA :)) No, seriously though. Anyway, today is the last day of my 4-day vacation. Awwww. Oh well. It's alright since it's our retreat on friday which is Dec. 8 so there are no classes so on monday, only SANDIGAN peepz have no classes, I think. HAHA. YEY!! :) Anywaysh, christmas vacation is approaching fast! Can't wait! Ciao :)

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btw,

Happy 15th' Birthday best friend MIA!! :)

sick and tired

2006-12-02T11:10:00.000+08:00

Oh gawd. I currently have a seriously bad case of colds and cough. I hate it. At least the neozep I took during breakfast is really helping. Yesterday, my family and I went to the block in SM north since there's no typhoon anyway. It changed its course I think or something. Which is good. Anyway, oh yeah! We first went to a Toyota shop [?] or something near our place which sells cars. My parents are planning to buy a new car. It's called Avanza, I think. I wanted the gold or silver colored one but my parents wanted Red. So, huh. Haha. Anyway, back to SM. We ate lunch at Burgoo then went shopping! Bought stuff at Fully Booked, Music one, Surplus Shop, Breadtalk and Kultura. We decided not to watch a movie since I was really developing a very very bad cold then and almost a fever. I really felt bad. I couldn't talk or sing. Plus my body parts still ached so I couldn't do much too. I saw a lot of people there too! HAHA :)) Jesi, Kim and some others. Anywayz, oh yeah! I totally loved Breadtalk's Cheescake! It's exactly like the cheescake from Orchid Padaria Bakery that we ate at Hongkong. Wala lang. HAHA. It's just that I thought na walang ganun dito sa Pilipinas. Hehe. Oh yeah. I just watched the sort-of first episode thingy of AMTN on ETC. You know. The one wherein there's still loads of eliminations so that it came to the final 13. I felt really bad for the ones who didn't make it to the final cut. They looked like the world had finished or something. They cried really hard and were just really really dissapointed. Some even said that they gave up their modeling dreams and that it wasn't worth that they tried. Wala lang. It's just that...I know the feeling when you really really want something. And that you know that you were THIS close to getting it you know. You're almost there. And suddenly, poof! It..didn't happen or you didn't get it. It just....SAYANG. Nandun na e. Anyway, I'm not making much sense here am I? HAHA :)) Sowee. Tomorrow nga pala is my grandfather's death anniversary so we might be going somewhere. Oh yup. Christmas month officially started yesterday! :) And it's been 6 whole months since Trumpets ended. Gosh! I was looking through our pics yesterday and I realized how much I really miss MTC na :(
Haaaaayyyy. Anyway, Voices in Harmony and Skechers battle today. GOODLUCK to SHS CHORALE and AGALIA DANCE TEAM! :) I think we might be going to Voices. But I'm not sure. Anywayz, gotta go and do my rough draft for English. Hehe ;) Toodlez!

whatever

2006-11-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yey! :) No school today as I said yesterday. I woke up late today and just bummed around. Mostly I watched tv and had a movie marathon. My eyes hurt right now from watching the screen. Oh yeah. My body feels like HELL. Every part of my body hurts. I mean it. My arms. My back. My legs. Even my tooth aches right now though I brushed my teeth. Plus I have another one of my killer migraines. I hate it. I can't even bend or go down the stairs fast. Urgh! I feel sick right now. Typhoon Reming's supossed to hit Metro Manila tomorrow morning. Haaaaay. As if I don't feel sick enough, I'm starting to catch a cold. Anyway, not much news for today. Tomorrow's gonna be the start of DECEMBER! :) At least Christmas is coming. And tomorrow's also Bonifacio day. Anyway, till here. Feel too ad to write more.

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BTW, here's a pic of the best class in 2nd year. SANDIGAN! :) Haha. During feastday. Judging from our faces, we're still high over our winning 1500 bucks in the cheering compet. There I am! 1st row. 7th from the left. Next to Beakman and Jam. HAHA. Oh yeah. Photo taken from Ms. Lagud's blog. Hehe. Cheers!

4 day vacation

2006-11-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

YES! 4 whole days of NO SCHOOL?! Yeaboi!! :)) Blimey, I can't believe I got my wish! :) Haha. Beaky and I were making tambay kanina after school since our buses already left. We were doing our Bio homework for tomorrow when all of a sudden there was a sudden outburst of cheering and shouting from the bus directly in front of ours. Then students stuck out their heads from the window and screamed "Walang pasok!" Beakman and I screamed and demanded to know if it was true. It was. I immedietly shut my book and notebook and threw it along with my bag. WAHAHA. No, really. Then on our way home some stupid radio station announced that there was classes for tomorrow. And we were like Ano ba tlga? Then I watched TV patrol and the first news there was that there really are NO CLASSES tomorrow. Yey! :) It's just too bad there might not be electricity again like when Milenyo hit. And they say Reming is gonna be even more stronger than Milenyo. Oh well. The bad part is we still don't get to meet Mrs. Santos :( but the good part is that I don't have to wake up early tomorrow! Plus no intrams practice :) BTW, intrams prac. was pure HELL today. I was so tired today cuz of our outreach. We passed on for like 2 whole hours sacks containing rocks and mud and soil and stuff. It was sooooo tiring. Ang bigat ng mga sako!! And to think I'm not allowed to carry heavy things cuz of my heart ailment :)) WAHAHA. But what the hey? Anywayz, my pants, my shirt, my shoes (which were PURE WHITE), and even my legs were totally soaked in dirt. It was kinda gross and tiring but it was really FUN! :) I'm looking forward to our next outreach :) Anyway, back to the intrams practice. Ate Joven (ewan ko yung spelling), our 3rd year cheerleader made us do like 100 streches while counting. We were supossed to bend our knees while our arms were in forward postion and counting 1,2,3... in what was supossed to be a loud and low voice. The seniors had a...meeting of some sorts that's why there were a bit late. But we learned steps for one of our cheers today :) It was...okay. But too fast. HAHA. Anywayz, oh yeah. Did you guys already watch HAPPY FEET? :) If not, you should. It was a really good movie. I loved it. The Penguins were SO cute! :) Plus there were a lot of moral lessons. Haha. Anywaysh, have to go. Lotsaluv.

back after two weeks

2006-11-25T17:21:00.001+08:00

I'M BACK! After a two-week vacation! :) I'm sorry I haven't updated these past few weeks. There's just SO MUCH that's been going on. I'll start from the beginning, shall I?...

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CHINA was absolutely AMAZING! :) Seriously. It was sooooooooooooo beautiful there! :) And so quiet. Here are some things I've noticed there:

*The toilets suck. Believe it or not they're on the floor. As in there's the floor. Then there's just this big huge hole on that floor and that's where you squat and do your thing. Grabe! Ang hirap nun! At least the hotels didn't have that! Thankfully! :)

*It was hard eating because the plates were sooo small. Like a saucer. And there are only chopsticks. No spoon or fork. At least I finally learned how to use chopsticks! :)

*There are soooooooo many immigration whatevs! Since Macau and Hongkong were special regions of China there were sooo many immigration thingies. I showed my passport for like almost 10 times.

*They DON'T speak english AT ALL! Ang hirap nun grabeh!! They don't know even WATER. It was hard communicating with the hotel people, waiters and waitresses, and even our tourguide's (we had 4)english was hard to decipher. Cuz of their accent. Seriously. They should learn. English is like the universal language of mankind.

*It was soooo clean there! :) I LOVED IT. Not like here :)) Not once did I see an overflowing trashcan or smelled something awful there.

*It was quiet there. Because in Shenzhen, drivers aren't allowed to honk their horns. How cool! right? :) Filipinos should definitely adopt that.

*Chinese food in the philippines and actual chinese food in china are WAAAAY diffrent :P

Anywayz, to sum it all, here are all the places we saw there:

MACAU

-Ruins of St. Paul, Fisherman's Wharf, Sands Casino, A-ma temple, Statue of Kam Iam and Ecumencial Center, and Macau Tower

SHENZHEN

-Windows of the World (this place was awesome!!), Lotus Hill Park, Mineral Museum, Silk and Pearl Factory.

HONGKONG

-Honkong Disneyland (GREAT!), Victoria Peak, Repulse Bay, JC Jewelry Factory, Avenue of Stars.

Highlights of the trip were Windows of the World and Disneyland! :) Windows of the World was absolutely amazing! :) I saw the Louvre Museum, Eiffel Tower, Arc de triomphe, Notre Dame, and Saint Michel Abbey in France. The Buckingham Palace, House of Parliament, London Bridge, Big Ben, Stonehenge, The Mazes in BRITAIN (my favorite place in the world). The Niagara falls, Mount Rushmoore, White House, Skyscrapers in New York, Statue of Liberty, and the Jefferson and Lincoln Memorial in the USA. In the area of Asia, The grand palace of Thailand, Taj Mahal in India, Itsukshima Shrine in Japan, The Tower of Kuwait, The Angkor Wat in Cambodia, and The Merlion in Singapore. Actually, there are LOADS and LOADS more. But I can't put them all in here! :) Disneyland was also awesome! I felt like a kid again there. It really is the happiest place in the world. We went to all four corners. Fantasyland, Adventureland, Tomorrowland, and Main Street. The rides were kinda kiddish but they were still fun! :) I especially liked the Philar Magic. The 3-D animation movie. It was sooo cool! Walang sinabi ang Rialto ng EK! It was sort of a compilation of the different disney movies. I loved the little mermaid cuz it was like I was really under the sea because there was a splash of water that hit our faces and Aladin because it was like I really was FLYING!!!! :) cuz of the strong wind and stuff. Basta! :) Favorite ko yun! :) and BTW, we bought LOTS of chocolates and other foods there. They were awesome! Esp. the belgian chocolates! :))

Anywayz, got back on Tuesday. Back to school on wednesday. Urgh! Haha :)) Joke.

*Got my card. It was...fine for me. Not so good for others. HAHA =))
*Intrams practices are coming along fine.
*Feastday was FUN! We won in the Cheering! :) GO SANDIGAN! :) Labyoo :) We finally have funds for the class shirt! HAHA. Break one! =)) HAHAHAHA.

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Oh yeah! The official Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix movie trailer has debuted last Friday on the preview of Happy Feet in the States and UK. It debuted online last monday. It's really amazing! Nakka-bitin! :) If you haven't seen it, you definitely should. CLICK.
Another recommended feat. is the HBO preview. In fact, it's even better than the trailer. Although WARNING. There are A LOT of SPOILERS. CLICK. Actually, there are loads more news! Videos and Pics and stuff. GO HERE.July 13th canot come any sooner! :)

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Oh righty. I now have a Myspace. Add me up to those of you have one! :) Thanks. Ciao! :)

back after two weeks

2006-11-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

be agressive. be excited.

2006-11-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

Well, hmmmmm. It's FRIDAY today!! :) Haha. My fave day of the week.

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We had our very first intrams practice this morning. It was...ok. They said that we we were really really loud! :D And we were. But that was probably because we were in the podium where in it was cramped. Let's just see if we're still loud when we practice in the field. HAHA :P The cheers were fine. I exceptionally liked our first cheer. It was in the Greek[?] language or Latin[?] or something.

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CHINA tomorrow! :) YEY! Hahaha. Our flight's at 9 so we have to be there early. Gonna sleep early tonight so that I'll wake up early tomorrow! :) I'll have to miss classes tomorrow, on monday and on tuesday though. Oh well :)

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Well, anyway. That's it. Wala lang. :D HAHA. Till I post again.. :)

finally getting over you

2006-11-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

YES!! I'm finally starting to get over you-know-who. I know. I know. I keep saying these lines over and over for the past 3 years but I have never actually really gotten over it, you know. Well, ok fine. You know the saying "Ang pag-ibig kumukupas pero di naglalaho"? Well, that's exactly the way it is now. My feelings are not that intense na but you know...there's still something there.

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I just finished watching America's next top model cycle 5 season finale on Youtube.
NIK should've won!
She's been my favorite ever since I've watched my first episode. Plus I don't like Nicole's attitude. But, anyway. It's over and done with. And I've just watched Season 6 1st episode and I immediately voted on Wendy. But then I researched on the internet and I found out that she was the 2nd model to be eliminated. Ha! Oh well. Basta Jade is soooo annoying! =)) WAHAHA.

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Test scores were also given today. Irk. THE was ok. But I only have one thing to say: MATH and MUSIC SUCK! BIGTIME. Hahahahaha. I mean it. I hate those subjects. Math, ever since I was a kid. But, MUSIC?! And to think it was my passion. And I play the piano and the violin too , you know. *sighs*
I just hope I won't get a really really low grade. Grabe! BTW, There are sooo many intelligent people in Sandigan!! I can't cope!! =)) Wahaha. Seriously though. Madami talaga. Nakakahiya tuloy! =))

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Well...hmmmmm. What else to say? Lots of activities comping up. But I have to go right now since I have to study for BIO practical test tomorrow. Irk. PINOI and BIO tests tomorrow too. Wish me luck. Cheers! :)

inconsiderate people

2006-11-06T16:56:00.000+08:00

Ok. I've just about HAD ENOUGH. I'm finding more and more reasons to hate my school each day. It's already the fact that we only had 1 week of sem break. But, hey! There was even a time it was only 4 days so why complain right? Even in almost all schools have 2 weeks of vacation. And now, I just found out that we're gonna have CLASSES on all SATURDAYS of November and December. That's right. Waaaahh!! How can they be so CRUEL and INCONSIDERATE? Errrrrrr. Kainis!! At least there are a lot of events this quarter. Our class is gonna have a soiree and our feastday this november. Intrams and Retreat this December. Don't know about the field trip though. But, anyway. 5 tests scores were given today. CL, AP and Health were definitely okay. In fact, better than ok :) English and Computer were....fine but could've done better. But anyway, THANK YOU, MS. SABORDO! :) Haha. UGH! Dooms day tomorow! Math, Pinoi, Bio, Music, THE...etc. NOOOOOO!! =)) Seriously though. It's only our first day back but we already got a whole load of homework. I've still got to make a speech in jam session, AP hw for friday, BIO practical test on wed, and BIO and Health homework. Ok. Not much. But, still. And I'm gonna miss 2 days from school next week. Make up nnman. Haaaaaayyyy. LIFE is HARD. Well, no. It's not. But it totally is in that school!! *sighs heavily* Anyway, I have to go do some other stuff. Hope you have a better life everybody, tc! :)

the end of sem break

2006-11-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

Well, that's it. Sem break (no matter how already short it is) will officially end in 3 hours and 15 minutes. Well, according to the clock in this computer. ARGH!! I can't believe it! I'm going back tomorrow. Partly, I want and don't want to see my test scores. But I really am excited too see my friends and classmates again :) Oh yeah! I haven't written in days even if I said I would in my previous post. Well, when we got back we found out that the computer still can't be used. Turns out during monday it was already fine when the virus popped out again. Ugh! I hate viruses! Who ever made them are just plain sick. But, anyway...

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Today, we got up early to go to the Antipolo Church since the Our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage was there. We'll be going kasi to China (Hongkong, Macau and Shenzhen to be precise)this saturday then I have to miss 2 school days since we're gonna get back on tuesday. Honestly, I'm only excited because I'm gonna see for the first time DISNEYLAND! :) Ok. So it's only in Hongkong but still, right? HAHA :D Anywayz, after the mass we went to SM. Ate lunch at Superbowl then went shopping. Grabe! I really need to exercise na! My feet were killing me after walking for not even that far. Plus, grabe! I'm getting fat again! *cries hysterically* WAHAHA :)) No, seriously. After this sem break, I will never really watch TV ever again. Whenever I sit down to watch I always have this urge to eat. AAAAAHHH!!! I don't want to get fat again!! Ok, fine. I'm just going to have to lose weight. As usual. By dieting. I did it before, why can't I now? HAHA. No, really. Basta I swear when Christmas comes, my old body will be back :P

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New layout, obviously! :) Nighty night, people! :)

freedom

2006-10-30T15:02:00.000+08:00

Yes. I'm finally FREE!! :D From that torture chamber and dungeon of doom. WAHAHA :)) Anyway, the exams are finally over! Thank God!! BIO and PINOI tests were much easier than I had expected but MATH was definitely killer! I just really hope I pass *crosses fingers* I'm now at my cousin's house in Alabang since it's like a tradition to stay over for a few days every sem-break. But boo-hoo! We only have 1 week of vacation. Almost every school has two. But, oh well. It's better than nothing. Our PC is finally ayos, I think. It's gotta be re-formatted again. I keep telling my parents to just buy a brand new laptop or even just a computer but NEW. But to no avail. Anywayz, I'll probably change my layout on wednesday or thursday when we get back. So, yea. Till here muna :)

P.S.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN and ALL-SAINTS or SOULS (or whatever) DAY!!! :D

rude awakening

2006-10-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

Well, yes. It's been almost a week since my last post. I'm now typing in a small internet shop here in UP coop because our computer got virused again. UGH! It's so pissing me off. Anyway, I'm supossed to be doing my CL project but, yea. HAHA :)) I'm slacking off again. I've got 3 more projects to do namely CL, Investi Oral Defense and THE skirt. Plus I have to take a missed quiz in Stat, practical test in Swimming since I didn't swim for 2 meetings, and extra work to raise my grades in Math. As usual. Plus EXAMS. Yuck. You know what? My school is really merciless. I mean, what's with the schedule? We have exams on Monday and Wednesday in the morning then regular classes in the afternoon? What the...?! Plus BIOLOGY is on thursday and on wednesday, dissmial is on 3:30 pm. Hom am I supossed to memorize all those glycolysis, krebs cycle, electron transport chain stuff in just 4 hours???!!! Not to mention, COMPUTER and THE also recquires some memorization. Aaaaaaccck!! *sighs* At least the sem break is near. I am sooo looking forward to that since the first day of school. Anywayz, oh yeah. Bad news. NO SCHOOL is accepting 3rd years anymore. Well, I knew that. But I was kinda hoping :( Which means I'm trapped. I'm stuck in this suck-fest. I'd have to endure 2 and 1/2 more years of pure torture and total domination. HAHA. Don't know myself if that's supossed to be a joke or not. Haaaayyy. Anyway, I gotta go now. Can't waste all my precious computer time here not if I want to finish my project. Adios.

-ONE MORE WEEK, BABY! and I'M FREE! :)

tentative ideas and bare-faced truths

2006-10-15T14:35:00.000+08:00

So much is happening right now. I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing though.
Anyway, I'm now officially confirmed! :) HAHA. Yesterday was a success. I felt like the bishop's homily was directed right at me. HAHA :)) Anyway, I'm supossed to be in the Podium right now for Cassie's recital but I couldn't come becasue of all the friggin projects I had to do. Computer, CL, Home Reading Report, THE and all Pinoi pa. Plus the exams are near. Next week already. Yuck! Oh well. At least the sem break is coming up! :) Nakakainis!! I wanna go to the MCHS and Claret fair pa naman. But I can't cuz of the stupid exams. Oh yeah! Imight transfer schools. WAHAHA =)) Yup. You read it right. I might. But I don't think I can't since no one accepts in 3rd year anymore. My mom thinks Angelicum College is a good school. And I think so too. Since there are no grades there! :) Wahaha. Seriously. There's no failure there. No grades. Now that's my kind of school! :D HAHA. I'm seriously considering the idea. Truth is, I hate SHS. OK. I'm sorry. But I really do. At least most of the time. The people (well, not all. NO! but most) are mean, selfish, incosiderate, pastar masyado, bratty, bossy, bullies...I could go on and on. HAHA. Just kidding! :D But, really. Plus the academics there are not my thing. I mean, who cares if I don't know how to make a darn skirt in the future? I buy clothes not make them. and I don't see the need why I need to learn how to diagram a sentence. I write them but I don't diagram or draw them. See what I mean? I'm more of a carefree and outgoing person just breezing through life. But school hinders me from living life. Ok. Wtf?! WAHAHA =)) Sorry. Sorry. I'll just shut up. *sighs* Basta. NOBODY undersands anyway.

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Our YM was virused. It's all my freakin sister's fault. She clicked the link. Anywayz, my account was virused din pala. DON'T CLICK ON THE LINK. SORRY SORRY SORRY guys :(

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From now on, I'll try....

H- be humble
A- appreciate your blessings
P- be patient
P- persevere
Y- yield

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.........Will you help me?

missing and regret

2006-10-11T19:15:00.001+08:00

That's right. I miss so many people right now :( *sighs* On top of the list is PAME, my old school. I miss everything about it. The kind and friendly people. The approachable teachers. The kinda small yet very beautiful surroundings. The fun acitvities like Foundation Day and Sportsfests (even though I don't like sports very much). Over-all, I miss it like hell. I wish I could visit there again. Blimey! I'm getting home-sick again :(

Forever and ever :)

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Trumpets MTC. My cousins abroad. Sibol. Hasmin. My friends now living abroad. I also miss these people. But, hey! Don't get me wrong. You might think my life's a miserable living hell right now. It's not. I mean, SANDIGAN's definitely okay. No, scratch that. More than ok. It's GREAT! :) But, hey. I'm only human. I can't help but get miffed with all the nutters and noise and incosiderateness (I know. There's no such word, is there? But you get what I mean anyway, right?) of people. Haaaaay Haaaay Haaaaay. Anyway. Anyway. Let's move on.

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Confirmation practice again today. I almost fell asleep. No offence. It's not boring or anything but I really need to catch up in my ZZZZZZsss. No club today. Instead, second intrams meeting of the year. Our team's name is AERIS. We're team A. As usual, I'm in cheering again. (How surprising! *sarcastically*). *sigh* I just hope that we win again. HAHA =)) Well, no. That's not entirely true. What really matters is that we put on a good show. Wahaha. WHAT?! :)) Ano ba iyan. I'm turning into a serious headcase. Anyway, yuck. Tomorrow's my hatest day of the week. There's Swimming and THE and Bio and Math and Stat and Pinoi. Well, Math, Bio and Pinoi's starting to be okay. At least for now. But I hate sewing and I'm afraid of water. Well, not really water. But going under it. HAHA. :P

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Anywaysh, have to go na. Been spending a number of hours already in the pc. Over and out :)

nada en la escuela

2006-10-10T19:38:00.000+08:00

We basically did nothing today at school today. YEY!! :)) The cooking group went out kasi. They went to the market then cooked food and stuff. It's their project ata eh or something. Anywayz, since half of the class was out the teachers didn't feel like doing serious stuff like quizzes and stuff. HAHA. Confirmation practice after lunch. It was...I don't know. Ok, I guess. :P Haaaii. I'm so flippin knackered today.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ms. Lagud!! :D Had our surprise bash for her during dissmisal :) Loads of flowers and gifts :) Banaag 04 and Handog 05 had surprises too, I think :)

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This is exactly the way I am feeling right now:

BE FREE
Belinda Peregrin Schull

What happened to me?
I'm just a girl
Only a girl wanting to be someone
And if try..oh
And if I dream..oh
And if I see
My heart inside of me

Lets go flying together
Lets go fly like a bird..ye..ye...ye..
Lets go skating the sky
To hear my voice and your cry

I just want to be free in this world
I hope that everybody understands
I just want to be free and fly away
And smell at the flowers in my heart
I want to feel the love in me
I want to go..go..go..go..away.

I'm feeling real love
Only for you
You opened my eyes and I saw the world
Its time to live..oh
You can be mine..oh
And we can journey to paradise

Lets go flying together
Letts go fly like a bird..ye

If I had a wing to fly
If Had a tear to cry
I would give my soul
To the angels of the sky

I want to be free in this world
I hope that everybody understands
I just want to be free and fly away
I hope that everybody understands
And smell at the flowers in my heart
I want to be free the love in me
I want to see the liberty
To share the feelings in my heart

What happened to me?

HAHA :)) Ok. Ok. The song is a bit weird. Especially the "flowers in my heart" thing. Wahaha. But the song's sung and composed by spanish-speaking people, you see. But, anyway. As I said, it's the exact feeling I have for years now. I just want to be free and do my own thing and realize what I want to do with my life. Right now, I'm limited. Ok, whatevs :| You don't really care, do you? WAHAHA =)) In fact, there are a LOT of songs I can relate to right now. I'll just post them sooner or later. Gotta run. Au revoir! :)

grrr. i'm sick again :(

2006-10-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

I hate this. Every other day, I have a serious migraine or a severe stomachache or muscle pains or whatevs. Rawr. Like, today, for instance. I had abdominals pains again. I could't even concentrate on anything. And it was our outreach pa naman plus also in the Confirmation practice. What is wrong with me? I mean, c'mon. I already have mitral valve prolapse and mitral valve regurgitation. Haha. Ok. I'm not speaking in martian. It's this heart problem where the valve that separates the left upper and lower chambers of the heart does not open and close properly. In other words, the (well, my) heart has to work harder to pump extra blood. HA. Which is why I always get palpitations, fatigue, shortness of breath and chest pain. It's congenital but we only recently discovered that I had it. Probably inherited it from my mom who has also a heart disease. I mean, ok. It's not something to worry about. It's not even dangerous. But, I'm now banned to eat the foods I want and I should have to control my feelings and emotions now. Which is a laugh. Since a day does not go by where in I didn't get mad or even just infuriated. Plus I'm a total crybaby and even the small sad parts in romantic-comedies make tears leak out of my eyes. So, yea. I already have enough do deal with plus this pa. ARGH! I hate my life...at least most of the time. WAHAHA =)) Anyway, AYOKO NA TALAGA. I can take it actually, but this is a tad too much.

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So, anywayz. Today was our outreach at Gawad Kalinga PagAsa in Sta, Lucia, Novaliches. It was...ok. I didn't actually do anything that worthwhile since my stomach was going ballistic. I'M SORRY! :( Oh well. I'll really do soo much better next time we go there :) Confirmation practice after lunch. Seriously. Why do we have to have a marching thing just like graduation? I mean, WHY?! :)) I don't get it. But, anyway. Who cares anyway. HAHA.

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Gotta fly. Have to find a gift for Ms. Lagud's birthday tomorrow!! :D :D :D
-Toodleza! :)

love=you=no way!

2006-10-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

Bien, si ese es amor viene en un coste mucho demasiado alto. WAHAHA :)) *sings*
...."Si es amor entonces yo conjeture que entonces he perdido"..... Shet. HAHA. Ignore me. It's true though...

2 hours to go before my sister's sweet 16 birthday bash.GREAT. A lot of people will be coming which is just swell. Aaaaack.I still haven't done my Rough Draft for English! =)) HAHA. Gotta run. Cheers! :)

new layout

2006-10-07T13:38:00.000+08:00

Been working on this for two days :) Wahaha. Thank God today's a weekend. But it didn't actually feel like one since I had to go back to that wretched school this morning. Haha. Just kidding bout the wretched part. Anywayz, the song's called Do you believe in magic? by Aly and AJ. I absolutely love it! :)
WAHAHA. I know. I know. I have an extremely weird taste in music since the music I love are songs like this plus broadway-musicals. You can stop laughing now. But, anyway. Who cares? Ahaha. I gotta run. Ballet class an hour from now. Toodlez! :)

severe stomachache

2006-10-05T16:39:00.000+08:00

Went home early today because of severe stomachache. Haaaaayyyy. At least tomorrow's a friday. Irk. I'm not feeling very well. Gotta take some rest. Take care people.

Ate's birthday

2006-10-04T17:45:00.000+08:00

It's my sister's birthday today. She's now sweet 16. Ang tanda mo na! =)) WAHAHA. And also Kuya Angelo. My cousin from California. He's now 17. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Oh yeah! Kuya Angelo's sister, Alssya, is also exactly one year older than me. Since she's on May 19 1991 and I was born in 1992. Freaky, huh? :))YEY! There's no swimming and bio tomorrow! bcuz of the confirmation practices. HAHA. Come to think, it's been a month or so ever since I last swam in the pool at holy. Wahaha :D Anywayz, what else? Wala na ko masabi e. WAHAHA :)) Till next time, adios! :)

Congrats chorale! :)

2006-10-01T17:42:00.000+08:00

Ok. My four-day vacation is just about to end. GREAT! *sarcastically* Haaaaayyyy. You know what? I kinda have a feeling that something bad's gonna happen this week. It's just that during wednesday, I kept hoping and praying that classes will be suspended the next day. Bcuz, well. Double THE, Pinoi, Bio and Swimming then there's Math pa. Like all of my not-so-favorite subjects combined. But, anyway. I didn't really expect for my wish to come true since that rarely happens but it did! Plus friday's classes were also suspened you know. And in my 14 years of living in this world, I've already proven that when something good happens to you, BE PREPARED. Because something bad will take effect after. It's like a give-and-take relationship.When you get something you want, you'll have to lose something too. Like my mom's favorite movie. Something's gotta give. But, anyway. At least confirmation practices will start tomorrow! Ms. Casimiro said that subjects will be dropped so there's no shortened periods! YEA! :) Haha. Oh yea. First day of OCTOBER today! Gosh how time flies. Christmas is also fast approaching.

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Congrats SHS Chorale Choir A for making it to the finals.
Happy Birthday Lois! :)

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Haha. Gotta go. Mass.

Typhoon aftermath

2006-09-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

Boy. I can't believe it. I got my wish! :) Haha. No classes yesterday AND today. Ok. It's kinda a bad thing though. Cuz of Typhoon Xangsane (locally, Milenyo). Yesterday, my mom didn't go to work too. We visited the dentist but didn't get to finish it cuz the electricity kept turning on and off and the dentist's machines or whatever you call it might not work well. So we just went home. Grabe!! The winds were howling and the rain lashed loudly at our rooftops. By 12 pm, electricity was off already. I was so bored. I ate. I read. I slept. That's about it. By 4 pm, we went to the nearest convenience store to buy some things. Gosh! I've never seen our village that messy. There were sooooo many leaves, braches, over-turned plants and even trees. But, anyway. Did nothing all evening. I was bored to tears. I thought probably by nighttime the electricity was already back. I practically slept at 9 pm because I didn't have anything better to do anyway. It was so dark. This morning, I was surprised to see that there sill wasn't any electricity. I called my friends and they said that they already had electricity even yesterday afternoon. Grrrrr. I was sooo mad. I mean, hello?! This was supossed to be a fun day. No school. No typhoon. Just sit back and relax. But I couldn't do anything. Just read, eat and sleep again. We already had 20 whole hours of no electricity. But by say, 9 the electricity was finally back! Haha :D

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My heart goes to all those poor seals :( Ok. I like the country Canada but they have seriously got to stop clubbing thos poor seals. I mean, c'mon! They're animals and God's creation too! They have a right to live too. *sighs*

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD NOWADAYS?!

Yeah. I just read Ate Geli's blog. Grabe!! Her latest post there. It was soooooooo.....GROSS and SHOCKING! I'm getting goosebumps right now. It was just soo...
uhhhhhhhh. I don't know if it's really true or the photo was just photoshopped. But I don't think it was. I mean, it wasn't, was it? Ok. I'm getting crazy here. I mean,
how could that have possibly happen? I can't even type it here. The whole thought just grosses me out completely. *sighs* I'll just take caution from now on and Pray that it won't happen to me and to others. And all females should too. Click the link above if you want to read the article.

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Anyway, new Order of the Phoenix movie stills! HAHA :D

The trio

Evanna Lynch - Luna Lovegood

The Dursleys

Heheh. Wala lang. Got them from Mugglenet.

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Ha. Anywayz, off to do something more worthwile.

Infinite X's and O's :)

blah..blah..

2006-09-27T17:58:00.000+08:00

3 days to go till the start of October! Wow! Time really flies so fast..and before we know it, It'll be christmas already then the year 2007 then summer again then I'm gonna be a junior. Wahaha :)) Anywayz, interesting things that happened today. One was it was my turn for the jam session. I think I did fine if I do say so myself. At least Mrs. Benitez said my speech was very good but could be improved more. Haha. I must've looked so stiff since I barely moved out of nervousness. Nontheless, I did ok. DSL was down again yesterday. UGH! At least now it's finally working again. Oh yeah. ÜHAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY GOOGLE!!Ü
Wahaha. Wala lang. Hmmmm. Can't think of anything to say. Basically, my life still SUCKS but at least I got my PASSION back. And with it, I just keep thinking that someday, I'm gonna get the hell outta here and do what I really want to do with my life. You know, I just want to...BE FREE :D Hahaha. I know I know. What the heck..?! HAHA. Anywayz, scratch that.
Gotta get going...yours.

I got my passion back...

2006-09-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

Yes. I finally have gotten it back. HAHA. Life is turning sweeter :)

Oh yeah. Last Friday. Haha. As expected, I didn't win =)) btw, did I mention that the judges were these really well-acclaimed people in the music industry. Pinky Marquez, the mom of Karel Marquez who's a stage, tv and film actress plus a commercial model. She performed some songs after all of the contestants sang. OMG! Her voice is amazing..!!! I wish I had her voice! HAHA :D The other judge is Lou Bonnevie, Dina Bonnevie's cousin. She's a rock singer. She was sooooo pretty!! And her voice is like that of Avril Lavigne or Kelly Clarkson.
The other judge, well, I forgot his name but he coreographs musical numbers on concerts of singers and other variety shows. Hehe. Anywayzzz....it was a FUN night in the end. Hehe ;)

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Anywayz, our DSL is back! :D Haha. Turns out it was the Limewire which caused all of the 80+ viruses in our computer. Errrrrr. So, yea. Wala lang.
Just for the sake of posting :) and announcing to the world that...

I GOT MY PASSION BACK! :)

I'm back again :)

2006-09-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

Yes. I am back again. After 3 weeks. HAHA :D I'm typing right now in my mom's office. In her computer, I mean. Our DSL is busted since last weekend. So, yea. The reason I'm here is because last month, my mom entered me into a singing contest here. Tuklas Talino, I think it's called. Sarah Geronimo was actually discovered here. Or something. HAHA =)) I know. Sarah Geronimo? Ang galing galing niya diba. And well, let's just say, I'm only some wanna-be singer or something :))
I mean, let's face it. I've basically been a perennial wallflower since like...FOREVER. Wahaha. It's like I'm being punk'd. I'm second to perform out of 20 contestants. Argh! I honestly think I sucked. But my mom and some other people told me I did very good DAW. WAHAHA =)) Bastah ang importante, tapos na. I was worrying about this since last month pa. Since I was sure it was gonna be another one of those winning embarassing moments that would surely garner a prize if shame and humiliation were a contest. Well, anyway. I WANT TO GO HOME ALREADY. My mom actually promised me that after I perform, we can go home already. But as usual. She pretended that what she said was "We'll see". So, yea. I guess all of the stress from these past weeks just burst forth. I suddenly wanted to cry so I rushed to the cr. Stayed there for quite some time. Thinking and crying about stuff. Then my mom enters and I wouldn't go into the gory details but we had another fight. I didn't care. That's the problem with my mom. SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ME. She thinks I keep stressing about some stupid measly things or as Shakespeare would say..."Much ado about nothing". Ok. I admit. Sometimes, I'm a total drama queen. But....hmm...how can I say this. Basta. NO ONE understands anyway. I just hope people can bear with me. Though I know sometimes they get tired of me already like my friends since I'm such a pessimist and a complainer. I honestly don't know what is wrong with me. Errrr. I seriously NEED to see a psychiatrist. :))

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On the other side....my grades are getting better....I think. WAHAHA :)) No, really. But I still have to concentrate and focus more. Yup. I'm taking remedial classes in
....hmmm...what else?? MATH. ooooohhhh. What a surprise! *sarcastically* I know. I know. It's embarassing to actually say here that I'm taking remedial classes. But, hey! So what?! I'm trying this new thing that I try not to care too much about what other people think. And the one wherein I don't judge people easily if I still don't know that well. Haha. Anyway, anyway...I also want to take BIO and PINOI. But, I can't. You see. Saturdays are busy. After remedial, violin lesson then ballet class. Not to mention, other activities scheduled. Anywayz, yesterday was the International Day of Peace. Well, frankly, I did NOT feel it. Wahaha. WALA LANG.

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Oh yeah! Oh yeah! Last sunday was my grandfather's 80th birthday! We had a surprise party for him. He thought that we were just gonna go out for dinner at Alabang Town Center (they live there. In alabang i mean). But we really weren't. All of our relatives from the Noriega-Flores clan were there. His jogging friends. His madjong friends. His friends from high school. His friends from Edward Keller co. where he used to work, etc. etc. It was kinda grande . Our relatives from the States and Sydney also sent in videos and stuff. Their speeches were really sweet and touching :) And the pictures brings back such memeories. Wahaha. No, seriously. I miss them :( I hope they'll be coming back again this christmas :) As usual, I played a piece on the violin and me, ate, and bea, our cousin performed a totally humiliating dance number. (I told you. I just can't escape from mortification) But, anyway. It all turned out well :)

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Oh yea. MARTIAL LAW in THAILAND. Great. Just great. And we were supossed to be going there during November. Ha! Ano ba iyan. Before we almost didn't go to Legazpi bcuz of Mayon and stuff and now this. Wahaha. Wala lang. It's just soo annoying.

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Congrats Inna for being the best scientist [?] for 2nd year and the others too. And the other sections who won in the different categories for Science and Math week.
Congrats too to the oratorical speakers who represented SHS yesterday who won 1st place :) And the volleyball team for winning the game yesterday against HSS and the softball too, of course :)

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Tomorrow, remedial then no violin and ballet since we have two parties to attend. On sunday, the psycho-genetics thingy. Confirmation will be on October 14 :)
So, yea. :P Haha.

Yours till the curtain calls...ADIOS! :)

Takas :P

2006-09-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

Ok. I'm back already. HAHA =)) Well, not quite. Shhhh!! Takas lang to! Whaha :))
Basically, yeah. At first, they didn't get mad. But they did in the end. Ha! I knew it! I knew it was too good to be true if they didn't get mad. Well, my dad din't get mad though. It was like nothing happened =)) But my mom totally did! As usual. No TV, No computer except homework, No cellphone, No telephone calls, No radio...everything!! *sighs* LIFE SUCKS. Puwede bang mamatay na?...
I'm serious.

Till next time,

-ciao!

HIATUS

2006-09-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

I won't be posting anymore. At least for now. Something happened today. Something really dreadful. Can't say. Concerns my grades :(
I'll be grounded for sure. So, yea. Get the point. Pagdasal nio ko :P
Actually, I'm not kidding on that part. Ok. So, yea. I have no idea when I'll begin posting again. Goodbye, blog. Goodbye, life. Goodbye, world.

*bow*

still happy

2006-08-31T19:15:00.000+08:00

Ok. We didn't win. Too bad. HAHA :D Gabay won! Congrats! :) Actually, I think all the groups were really good though. Of course I couldn't hide my dissapointment but still, I had TONS of FUN with SANDIGAN! :) Going to each other's houses..practicing..eating...LAUGHING...taking pictures..watching videos.. etc. That's what's imporant anyway. The experience plus we did our best! :)
During "Atingcupung singing" the 3rd version, the rap one, we could the audience laughing plus I saw Ms. Lagud smiling and grinning at us. At least we made the audience laugh and Ms. proud! :D Haha. I LOVE SANDIGAN!! :)

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We only had 3 periods today. First two periods were THE. We were allowed to practice. Recess up to first period, preparing. Haha. We were going crazy! =))
Everyone was running around. Putting on costumes, make-up, the "rings" for atingcupung, the crepe paper in our hands, fixing our hair etc. Then had Stat, Pinoi-Ms. Osila was out since it was now the Freshmen's linggo ng wika. CL. Aawwwwwww :(
Today's the last day of Ms. Cruz since Mrs. Abreu's going back on monday. We're gonna miss her soo much! :( Some of us even cried.

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Oh yeah. Won in the quiz-bee thingy knna. WHAHA =)) That was sooooo funny!! Random class numbers were called out of each section. Eh ako! Of course, as unfortunate as I ever was, got picked. SIXTEEN. First question, I didn't know the answer. Jam who was right beside me told me and Jessica that the answer was A. Turns out, she was right! And wouldn't you know it, we were the only 3 ones left!! Basically, I was already happy since all of 3 of us were from Sandigan anyway. It didn't matter our personal and individual wins. 2nd question was easy. Boracay is in Aklan. Thank God we went there last last last summer! :) 3rd question was hard. Who was the "ama ng himagsikan?" I didn't know at all. I had an inkling that Apolinario Mabini was the answer so I answred it. At first, I thought I was already out since both Jam and Jessica's answers were A. But it turns out, my answer was right! IT WAS HUMILIATING to tell you the truth! :P WAHAHA. But anyway, I'm glad I contributed something for my section!! GO SANDIGAN! :)

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My mom entered me into some stupid singing contest in her office work. I HATE IT.
I don't want to sing by myself in front of people and some judges. EEEEERRRRRRRR.
Nakakainis!!! I SO HATE BEING FORCED TO SOMETHING I DON'T WANT TO DO! Don't you? It's so infuriating!! Haaaaay nakoooo. Worse, I'm already entered. EPAL TALAGA :|

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Weekend's approaching. Problems too. Issuance or Report cards :( That's it. I'm DEAD. Plus violin and ballet. Plus that stupid singing contest. Aaaaay!! Nakakainis!!
There isn't a day in my life wherein I just stood back, relaxed and enjoyed life.
YUCK. Haha =)) Pero, seryoso. I do nothing every single day but to write stupid notes to remember everything I'm supossed to do. I hate life. At least for now :))

Yours.

Linggo ng wika

2006-08-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

Alas, I have posted :) I've been busy these past days since I was absent for 3 days
and I had to catch up and all that plus Linggo ng Wika practices every day plus weekends.

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Yeah. Tomorrow's the big day [?] :)).HAHA. Sandigan awit group
is in Patch's house right now. Practicing. Errrrrrr. I couldn't go since my mom didn't allow me to. Well, not really. We had another fight for the umpteenth time
yesterday. So I knew it was no use asking her cuz when she's mad, REASON, JUSTICE
and TRUTH are out of her vocab. Whaha =)). No, seriously. Oh well. I'll just ask my groupmates tomorrow if there were some changes and stuff. I really DO hope we win! :)
*crosses fingers* We've worked real hard on this. Practically giving up the whole lunch periods just to practice ;) The other sections are really good. At least, the ones I've already heard :) But it's ok if we don't win though. There'll be other
chances :) So, anyway. Enough about that.

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So sorry for these belated greetings...

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Carmela, Cadors, Eileen, Mayee, DJ and Jiggy :)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jerenz!! :)

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Oh yeah. What else?! So many people are getting sick nowadays. Colds, Cough, Flu and
most epecially Dengue. So, yea. HAHA :P Take care, people! :)

-till next time :)

New blog

2006-08-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG!

Ok. Am totally in a bad mood. I just acidentally delted my blog with a very LOOONG
entry about what happened this past MONTH. I hate myself. So, anyway. Am too tired
and too pissed. Shame. A lot of interesting things have happened. Watching of Florante at Laura. Exams. My near death during swimming class. Los Banos trip. Legazpi trip. Oh well :| Basta. That's it for now. Might be taking a little hiatus.
Hehe ;) Am too busy.

-bye